I Wonder What Else I Can't Feel in Life
Mushrooms & Paroxetine / LSD & Paroxetine
by woe
Citation:   woe. "I Wonder What Else I Can't Feel in Life: An Experience with Mushrooms & Paroxetine / LSD & Paroxetine (exp35934)". Erowid.org. Mar 1, 2021. erowid.org/exp/35934

 
DOSE:
50 mg oral Pharms - Paroxetine (daily)
    repeated oral Mushrooms  
    repeated oral LSD  
    oral Oxycodone  

BODY WEIGHT: 200 lb


Paxil and LSD and Mushrooms

I have experience with mushrooms. I used to get them from Holland and they were dried p.cyn -- very strong 1/4 gram. If I took two grams it was an 8-10 hour extremely powerful trip. Most people have never taken shrooms like this. I also took liberty caps.

Anyway, I started on paxil a year ago and I think it makes me emotional blunt. Like I dont feel pleasure or sex drive. I only took it to get rid of anxiety.

I first got chocolates at a dead show and needed 4 of them at 20 each to even get a small trip. Well I want the feeling from the cyn so I take a week later 1/4 ounce dried good cub. Then it didnt do much. I ate 12 more chocolates thats like 24 grams they say of cub. I was good but nowhere near where I wanted.

I havnt taken LSD in 20 years. I took 6 hits, then it didnt work. I took 4 hits of another LSD, nothing, I took a quarter sheet and am barely even hallucinating. Then 5 more hits. All bought from different people so impossible they're all bad. I dont care about anything. I have to believe I cant get to a place cyn or windowpane can take me no matter how much of a different shroom I injest. I also got some truffles from London and took 40 grams semi dried and got to hallucinate but it made me skitzo. It doesnt work at high doses. I also take oxycontin for chronic pain
I also take oxycontin for chronic pain
and I dont think that hurt it. Well, I figured it must be the paxil. I didnt even take the paxil dose at 12 when I usually do but took the 1/4 sheet 4 hours later. If this paxil can block out the feeling of getting high I am assured it does. Then I wonder what else I cant feel in life. I'm too scared to tell my dr this but was hoping to find an answer on how I can enjoy taking mushrooms again. I dont want acid. I wonder if I had liberty caps or p.cyn if this would happen. I guess the LSD is just blocked. Well, I hope I dont feel crappy for a long time I never thought it possible to take so much and be fine.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 35934
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Mar 1, 2021Views: 163
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