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Scary Ghosts and Faces
Amphetamines
by Robbie
Citation:   Robbie. "Scary Ghosts and Faces: An Experience with Amphetamines (exp30633)". Erowid.org. Aug 30, 2018. erowid.org/exp/30633

 
DOSE:
160 mg oral Amphetamines (pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT: 120 lb


[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]

During the summer of 2003 I had done Adderall a bunch. However I was not prescribed to it. My first time taking it I took 60mgs and boy did I love it. After taking it alot my normal dosage was about 120mgs. Too much? I didnt think so. Getting to the point when I was 10th grade I had a horrible expirence with the pill.

I was at school and I had knew a kid who had ADD. Just joking with him one day I asked him if he could hook me up with some and he just laughed. The next day I was just talking to my friends at lunch aroun 12 and the kid sat down next to me. He stuck his hand in his pocket and pulled out a shit load of adderall. I was so happy I couldnt control my self. He gave me all the pills for 5$. There was 4 blue 10mgs pills and 4 time release capsules. He told me that the caps were 20mgs and i believed him. I took all the pills right there because it thought i was taking 120mgs (my normal dose) however he later said 'my bad dude those were 30mgs caps not 20mgs'. I was kinda pissed off but in about 45 minutes I did not care because i was the happiest kid alive, I was just doing my homework and wanting to socialize like no other. I finished the day at school and went home.

I had a baseball game at 6:00 and I was so happy to play you wouldnt understand. When I got to the game I noticed it was alot colder to me than it was supposed to be. It was 96 degrees outside and i had the shivers like a mother fucker. While in the outfeild my nose was running, I had cotton mouth like no other, and my teeth were chattering uncontrollably. What did I get my self into I wondered. The rest of the game was horrible I could not stand what my body felt like.

When I got home that night I took a shower and jumped into bed. My pupils were extremely big and my nose was still runny and my teeth were still chattering because I was freezing. It was about 11 at night and I knew I wasnt going to sleep andytime soon. This sucked ass I thought. The feeling keeps getting worse. My empty closet was open and I would stare at the white wall and see shadowish faces looking right at me then slowly floating off. Boy was I fuckin scared. I heard whispering in my ears yet I was the only one in my room. I kept seeing what I thought were ghosts floating thru my room and I could do nothing about it. I just had to wait it out and hopefully fall asleep. Yet when I closed my eyes my heart was beating so fast I was afraid that if I fell asleep my heart would give up on me and I would stop breathing and then die.

Finally after all the torture I fell asleep at 6 in the morning and woke up round 8 feeling shitty as hell. I thought I was going to die and it was not fun at all. PEACE OUT

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 30633
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Aug 30, 2018Views: 827
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