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Good...While It Lasts
Amphetamines (Adderall)
by SuperMan
Citation:   SuperMan. "Good...While It Lasts: An Experience with Amphetamines (Adderall) (exp25650)". Erowid.org. Oct 19, 2018. erowid.org/exp/25650

 
DOSE:
90 mg oral Amphetamines (pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT: 165 lb


I did Adderall for about the millionth time last night. Every time I do it I take 3-4 30 mg pills (last night was 3). Around 11 p.m. is when I took them, and I felt the effects till about 8 a.m. I don't know where my mind has been, but I just realized how bad the side effects are. I'm scared it's too late though because I feel somewhat dependant. The buzz was amazing like always, seemingly bonding with people, tingling body, happy, etc... I still haven't slept, and I am still impotent. It hurts when I urinate and when I do, it's a solid yellow almost. During the day after I have crashed, I get cold chills, I feel dehydrated, and sometimes certain parts of my body will go numb for a few seconds. My mind was like usual, out of whack. Always thinking deep, too deep at some points and when I crash, I'm always depressed one time being suicidal. The sad thing is, I waste all this money on it, I'm not prescribed... I think I maybe addicted.

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 25650
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Oct 19, 2018Views: 893
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