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Then Every Day Was a Bad Day
Heroin
by D
Citation:   D. "Then Every Day Was a Bad Day: An Experience with Heroin (exp22780)". Erowid.org. Jun 11, 2018. erowid.org/exp/22780

 
DOSE:
  repeated   Heroin
BODY WEIGHT: 150 lb
Lady H

Well, I have struggled with my addiction to heroin for 3 years. In the past two years I have two months clean. Today I have been clean for 3 weeks. The sad thing is that I want dope today more then I did a year ago, even with the horrible effects it has had on my life.

As I heard someone say, 'don't try heroin, because you will like it'. And when it comes down to it, if one likes it, and doesn't stop, one will become addicted.

I spent most of my years snorting it. I am from Baltimore, and we have really good raw heroin. But eventually I began shooting raw heroin.

For me, heroin was the ultimate mood stabilizer. If I had dope, I was in a good mood. I not have a bad day without out (even though my bills where unpaid, phone turned off, and eventually jobless. ) Then every day was a bad day, waking up sick until I got a dose.

I am a college grad, professional- a decent person at heart. But heroin's grasp on me turned me into a lieing, flakey person, who really couldn't be relied on.

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 22780
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jun 11, 2018Views: 1,401
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Heroin (27) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38)

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