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I Was Black-Out for 4 Months
Alprazolam
Citation:   xan man. "I Was Black-Out for 4 Months: An Experience with Alprazolam (exp21123)". Erowid.org. Sep 9, 2018. erowid.org/exp/21123

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DOSE:
  repeated oral Pharms - Alprazolam (daily)
BODY WEIGHT: 200 lb
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any time

I've been doing drugs since age 14 I am now 28 when I was 20 benzos became my drugs of choice xanax number 1choice then ativan klonopin and of course valium xan-man I am known as in columbus I am the great doctor shopper I am and have been prescribed xanax 2mg tid for 3 years I was getting 1mg tid of xanax then 2mg tid of ativan now 2mg of xanax tid my daily xanax consumption is off the chain I am the xanax-man my 90 1mg tabs lasted about 3-4 days hell my 45 2mg ativan tabs have been consumed in as little as 1 day yes thats 90mg of strong benzo but I have been plaged with years of black-outs one year I was black-out for 4 months went work to work and every where else for that matter I am now homeless cant function without xanax 2mg 3 times a day but I eat them up at a rate of about 30mg a day and have severe withdrawl untill next script I realy realy realy realy realy love xanax cant get enough 10`000 never enough xanax with fentanyl wow thats a combo fentanyl also prescribed drugs of the pharmiceuticle nature rule and can also run and ruin a mother-fuckers life xanax will probable be the death of me but what a way to go in a black out fuck-it love the xanax the xan-man

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 21123
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Sep 9, 2018Views: Not Supported
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Pharms - Alprazolam (98) : Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38)

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