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Strong Theraputic
Citation:   AlterEgo. "Strong Theraputic: An Experience with Melatonin (exp1646)". Erowid.org. Nov 2, 2000. erowid.org/exp/1646

9.0 mg oral Melatonin (pill / tablet)
Over the course of my life I hav been a progressive drug user, nce I found DXM I thought I had it made. Easy to get, very fun and also cheap. It was only after I started having terrifyingly lucid dreams that lead me to a psychotic fear of the millenium I had to stop using it. The dream was always the same, I am with a large number of people I see a light in the skay and suddenly the sky opens up with a blinding light and I feel my soul being wretched from my body and I see my body fall lifeless to the cold ground as I scream in horrifc terror you could never ever imagine. suffice it to say it sucks. I have had hundred of variations of this dream, it all started with the DXM but now it happens even though I don't do it any more.

N-E-ways you probably guessed i don't sleep too well so I bought some sleeping pills, I've got tons of them. recently melatonin was recommended to me by a friend. Last night I took three 3mg tablets of melatonin. I had the dream, much more clearly, only this time I felt I could manage it. I knew not to be afraid, it didn't matter. The terror was gone. I always used to wake up after the one part of my dream, but this lated much longer. I was able to complete my dream and I think that was important. I don't know if these effects are lasting, but I know I'm sure as hell buying another bottle today.

Exp Year: 2000ExpID: 1646
Gender: Not Specified 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 2, 2000Views: 13,401
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