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Permanent Changes
Methylphenidate
by Mikey1217
Citation:   Mikey1217. "Permanent Changes: An Experience with Methylphenidate (exp16351)". Erowid.org. Nov 21, 2002. erowid.org/exp/16351

 
DOSE:
     Pharms - Methylphenidate
BODY WEIGHT: 117 lb
Ritalin- the drug that changed me, relationships, friends, interests.

As I first started abusing, I started at popping 10mg pills, reaching a tolerance to 100mg. It changed my life, in a bad way, from cravings, relationships, interests, etc..for some odd reason, no matter how long I go without ritalin or stimulants, the tolerance wont ever go down, and it has made me permanently suffer with anxiety, angerness, depression, and it stays with me everyday, no matter how long I stopped using. It has made me a very pissed off person most of the time.

Please don't make the mistake I have.

Exp Year: 2001ExpID: 16351
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 21, 2002Views: 38,078
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Pharms - Methylphenidate (114) : Addiction & Habituation (10), Health Problems (27), Various (28)
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