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It Is Ruining My Entire Life
Oxycodone (Oxycontin)
by Scott
Citation:   Scott. "It Is Ruining My Entire Life: An Experience with Oxycodone (Oxycontin) (exp13771)". Erowid.org. Jun 25, 2007. erowid.org/exp/13771

 
DOSE:
  repeated   Pharms - Oxycodone
    repeated   Opiates

BODY WEIGHT: 165 lb


I am 19 years old and have been abusing pain killers since I was 17.

I found oxycontin when I was 18. Since the day I tried it and loved it, I was hooked (I donno mentally or physicly) but I had to have more. I went to shows to buy prescription bottles of oxy 80's, hung out with heroin junkies so I could buy them.

I was selling drugs at the peak of my addiction, so I could afford to spend $5-600 a week on my drug of choice. My girlfriend would steal my pills while I was sleeping and hide them in an attempt to help me get off them. I would go crazy, tearing through her house and belongings threatening and most of the time, not even remembering it. this drug controls your life. I soon found myself doing heroin, fentynal, morphine, anything when I could not get oxys. And when I couldn’t, I went deathly ill, puking everywhere. To this day I have 13 days off the drug and I am in severe pain. I have never been able to battle this drug completely no matter how much money, trouble, it has gotten me into. As I write this, I await my next score of oxycontin.

Exp Year: 2002ExpID: 13771
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jun 25, 2007Views: 8,407
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