Melting Into Myself
Nutmeg
Citation: TheMushroomancer. "Melting Into Myself: An Experience with Nutmeg (exp119000)". Erowid.org. Jul 23, 2025. erowid.org/exp/119000
| DOSE: |
12 g | oral | Nutmeg | (ground / crushed) |
| BODY WEIGHT: | 90 kg |
Preparation: It was around 9 PM. I made myself a bowl of yogurt and jam, in which I put roughly 12 grams of pre-ground, store bought nutmeg. I heard that taking it with yogurt would be less horrible, and I can wholeheartedly say that taking it this way is the best, flavor wise. It tasted surprisingly good.
Experience:
9:00 PM: I prepare the substance and ingest it in the course of half an hour.
1:00 AM: I fell slight body heaviness and brain fog.
1:30 AM: I go outside in order to meet up with a friend (D). I'm feeling quite giddy, and go for a walk through the city with D. I'm experiencing brain fog, short term memory loss (similar to large doses of alcohol), slight paranoia and slight euphoria and giddiness.
3:30 AM: I get back home, where I listen to some music. I get tired of the music, shut off the lights in my room and stay at my desk in the dark. I start experiencing weird CEV's, the only one I remember is a stickman sort of creature running into a black sun. My body fully relaxes, and I start feeling like I'm melting into myself, into one homogeneous blob. I feel waves of this sensation go through my body from the top down. I am extremely relaxed, and can barely feel my body. At one point I feel like I'm sinking into the ground.
My body fully relaxes, and I start feeling like I'm melting into myself, into one homogeneous blob. I feel waves of this sensation go through my body from the top down. I am extremely relaxed, and can barely feel my body. At one point I feel like I'm sinking into the ground.
4:00 AM: The effect fades a little bit, and I'm quite exhausted so I go to bed. I sleep 10 hours.
2:00 PM: I wake up. I have a slight headache and I'm quite fatigued, as well as dehydrated. When I close my eyes I still see slight CEV's, although this time it isn't full blown hallucinations, just 2D patterns.
After this point there isn't much of interest, I hydrated well, took a 4 hour nap and now I'm here writing this report.
Takeaways: The trip was fun and I will probably repeat it in a couple weeks with a larger dose and fresh, whole nutmeg. The load that this drug places on your body is certainly high, and can be felt afterwards. Make sure to hydrate well when taking this stuff. Also, if you want to take this stuff, take it with yogurt, trust me.
| Exp Year: 2025 | ExpID: 119000 |
| Gender: Male | |
| Age at time of experience: 18 | |
| Published: Jul 23, 2025 | Views: Not Supported |
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