DOSE:

3 hits

smoked

DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

190 lb

I've often consumed DMT and noted how "real" the experience there feels, compared to other psychedelics. The "entities" one meets and all, also feel real to me in a way I'm sure of. Many religions, Islam perhaps most prominently, suggest another world is overlaid on top of ours, inhabited by a race of other beings. In Islam's case those beings as what we know as Genies, like the one who Aladdin, though in Arabic referred to as the djinn. This is repeated, albeit with minor differences, in many traditions with stark similarities, notably in South American shamanism and North American native Indian spirit and ancestor worship, as well as many African and southeast asian religions. I don't necessarily put stock in any specific religion, but I was always convinced there might be something to this. Like perhaps these people are attributing religious properties to a scientific phenomenon, like the native Canadians used to do with the aurora, or ancient Greeks with the eclipse, etc.

In my first few trips I was a non-actor in this other world. It was so intense I wasn't even aware of my "self" and I had no freedom of action at all, I was just like strapped in to my seat, unable to act, only able to observe. The beings I would encounter, the "machine elves" of McKenna and others, were something that I did experience regularly, in fact it was something that came with every single trip. In a way I was purposefully seeking them out, desperate to know if they are these "djinn" of the worlds religions. At first they refused to respect my questions and kept trying to show and teach me things that felt like trickery to me.

Today, finally, I felt fully "lucid" during my trip. I sat down and smoked 3 hits out of a long "wizards" type of pipe, in a specially prepared room filled with pleasing incense and with background sounds playing that make me feel strong and powerful. I listened to powerful electronic and rock songs in the background, with a fast paced, electronic track playing when I took my 3 hits in rapid succession.

I immediately saw my vision go black and two purple lines crossed, and then slowly opened up, one line moving upwards, the other downwards, and the center revealing the other world beyond. I saw green and purple swirls in this "portal" of sorts that was in front of my vision sort of like a TV screen. I almost forgot myself and got lost in the trip, but at the last minute I remembered to move forward. I willed myself forward and actually "moved" in this world, but this time I wanted to take it a step further than previous trips and I forced my actual leg to appear in front of me and started walking. Immediately I felt a massive surge of power, dignity, and strength. The music flooded through the trip and further increased my confidence.

Suddenly, the "machine elves" rushed to greet me. So unfortunately, I failed in my hope to be the one to stumble on them first for once, but one day I will. But this time they were very menacing. In the past they took whimsical forms, gargoyles, jesters, elves, geometric shapes with smiley faces and eyes, or sometimes things which have no word to describe them, unusual, abstract shapes. But this time they were appearing in demonic, crocodilian forms, armed with danger looking weapons. One of them had a mace with a snarling, living pitbull head on the end of it. One had his genitals exposed, showing a large crocodilian penis, as ridiculous and absurd as that sounds, and the implication was he was threatening to rape me to teach me a lesson.

I reacted by doing something hard to describe and it was based on pure instinct. I tried to "force" all these beings into my room. I started staring them down and willing the rapidly changing, abstract world I was viewing to become my room. The walls started warping to the rough dimensions of my room, and every single one of those beings flew into a panic. It was like the coloration and decoration of the world I was in remained the same, but instead of the big open wide space. The "walls" were collapsing in on themselves to become the much smaller dimension of my room, and it was distorting and screwing up those beings, hurting them immensely.

I "heard" in my brain the highest pitch squeal I've ever heard. Like a baby pig being slaughtered but x1000. One of them surged forward and grabbed me around the chest, which I was suddenly aware of that I could feel, which was another first. They dragged out into space. The real space, the space of the stars, planets, and sun. Their world is overlaid on ours, so they're here, on Earth, also. When they fly up, they also see space.

This being who held me took me through the solar system, I saw vivid, perfect first person images of our solar system.
We flew past what I think was Neptune on our way "out". This being kept me held very close as we came out of the solar system, and then our galaxy, and then I saw all the galaxies. They were receding away from me fast. They were a tiny white pinprick in the distance, and eventually vanished entirely and there was just blackness. I had the sensation that I just saw the entire universe and now was being pulled out even past it's domains, in fact, I'm sure that's what happened.

I wasn't terrified as I would've been on my first DMT trip. This was my 56th, and so I had a lot of training at this point in learning how to "act" in that world, and felt pretty confident I could instantly teleport myself back if I wanted to. I felt the being sense my confidence and another pang of fear that I didn't understand went through this being. I didn't understand that though because right now I was in it's power, being dragged who knew where.

But eventually I was distracted as I saw color in the distance. Before I knew it, I was in front of this massive "wall of fire" that was so far out in the blackness that I couldn't even see the light of the universe anymore. This multi-colored "wall" of fire had every single color of the rainbow, but it also had colors that I've never seen and proved definitively, at least to me anecdotally, this world was real, since I couldn't even imagine new colors if I tried normally. It was very shocking to me.

As we got close, huge "arms" of fire swiped out, batting us away. I could tell whatever was controlling this wall and whatever world laid behind it was infinitely more powerful and interesting than even the crazy one I had currently been in thanks to the DMT. This being then took me back to Earth and essentially communicated with me, wordlessly, but there was definitely communication. It said, essentially, that it gave me a glimpse of the most sacred, interesting area in the universe, which was that wall of fire, apparently. He basically was terrified of me for some reason and trying to basically pay me off to leave them all alone by showing me this miraculous, special thing. He was like, "Happy now? Please leave!" and blasted me back and I popped out of my trip and back into reality.

Every trip I had before this, I sort of "came to" gradually, being a little delirious even as the trip ended. This was different, I was "spat" back into reality like someone terrified throwing a dangerous spider out into their backyard after it got into their house. Normally I'd respect that they didn't want me there and leave them alone, but during my trips there I've seen the mask of the elves slip multiple times, especially as I gained more experience in that world. They are pure evil, not all of them, but at least 80% of them are, and they hate humanity and want the most evil, perverse things for us that you can imagine. Those beings, by the way, were super powerful. They have access to our world, they can see us, and they influence us towards toxic and ugly behavior for fun. They need to be taught a lesson.

Exp Year: 2024	ExpID: 118247
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 28
Published: Feb 6, 2025	Views: Not Supported
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