DOSE:	5 g	oral	Mushrooms - P. cubensis	(tea)
			Nicotine

BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

Trip Report

Mindset: Calm and collected. Had some issues with the kids earlier in the day, but they were happy, fed, and in bed. Meditated for about 20 minutes on “Om Tat Sat” to get prepared.

Setting: The Master Bedroom, on the bed, with my wife reading a book next to me. One lamp on, for her book, and a candle lit near me.

Dosage: 5g P. cubensis, Mazatapec, harvested two days ago, dried. Crushed up and dropped in boiling water with a dash of lemon juice. Let boil for 2 minutes, then steep for 5 minutes. Filtered out material and poured over ice mixed with grape Cool Aid.

Timing: Consumed the potion at exactly 10pm.

Combinations: Nothing; ate a light dinner 4 hours earlier. A bit of water and a bit of nicotine.

Notes: I tend to describe my experiences live on my private chat to some other friends. The following is a condensed and formatted version of those notes, along with time-stamps.

[Notes added after-the-fact are in brackets]

10:00 PM - dosed
. not enough coolaid, tasted like mushroom grapes

10:01 PM - 
tea was nice golden color this time
have mercy on me [i say this to the mushroom after every dose]
10:11 PM - yawn

10:12 PM
 - body temp drop
10:18 PM
 - feeling fuzzy, losing eye focus
yawn

10:19 PM
 - yawn

10:20 PM - yawn

10:21 PM - 
eyes feel loose

10:23 PM - 
getting that feeling when you're falling asleep while driving
. eyes droop and lose focus and then you shake yourself awake
. might just be sleepy. 
yawn

10:25 PM
 - phone looks jittery [these notes were taken on my phone]

10:26 PM
 - yawn

10:27 PM - 
distortions starting i think [was starting to see depth perception distortions and surface drifting]

10:28 PM
 - yawn

10:29 PM
 - closed eyes, seeing normal hypnogogia very quickly [basic hynogogia aka geometric shapes and colorful latices]
10:31 PM
 - need to pee


10:32 PM - 
floor is starting to morph [the floor of my bathroom is stone textured tile, has a lot of random interesting details]

10:33 PM - 
pee is just water. got some ass gas too
. actually shitting now [usually always have some light bathroom issues at the come up]
10:36 PM - back in bed, feeling loose, seeing mild distortions still 
feel like i wanna fall asleep damnit


10:37 PM
 - body load is the most noticeable right now [muscle spasms, restlessness, sluggish, light nausea with eyes open]


10:38 PM
 - some cool CEVs, not very strong 
hard to describe, tunnels [starting to see 3D geometric tunnels forming, no longer hypnogogia]


10:39 PM
 - body loose and jittery at same time


10:41 PM
 - yawn


10:43 PM - 
closed eyes, imagination going strong [minds eye/imagination starting to be shunted into visual cortex, aka true hallucination]


10:48 PM
 - restless body syndrome


10:52 PM - 
lots happening right now, can't describe [no more CEVs/hypnogogia, full on hallucination, many 3D tunnels and morphing shapes]
11:03 PM - things are weird, it's like using my sleep function [the mushroom was somehow triggering sleep in my body but keeping me conscious]


11:04 PM - 
long periods of closed eyes, seeing random hallucinations, seems like gong to sleep
. peeing again



11:07 PM
 - this song just saved my life 
[link to Deepness Dawn - Alone]
11:09 PM - I'm seeing things im trying to really hard to describe even to myself. 
i know them deeply and they've always been there


11:10 PM - 
they're parts of thought
. like the shape and shadows of thought itself [at this point the hallucinations were very complex, yet familiar; seemed like I was seeing the structure of thought, looked like dark swirling eddies/flows of smoke and structure and meaning]


11:11 PM
 - this is a very internal closed eye trip…
the mushroom is putting me into light sleep paralysis, i can feel it when it locks in


11:12 PM
 - i can unlock it easily when i want
. its warm and cuddly

11:14 PM - [link to ASURA - Lonely Star] this song is driving me deeper into the mindspace


11:18 PM
 - at the beat drop i got brave and inspired and yelled in my head COME ON SHOW ME
11:19 PM
 - then a full view of rainbow static/tv snow
. every little dot was a rainbow pulsing through every color


11:20 PM - 
i get nausea when i have my eyes open too long, not seeing much out here anyway


11:21 PM
 - mushroom wants eyes closed, ok mushie

!
11:23 PM
 - ok now its showing me like 80s guys with fancy mullets. 
wtf mushroom


11:24 PM - 
they're all like patrick swayze and kurt russell feathered hair guys

11:33 PM - now there's a bunch of hands, in a line going back into the dark, they're all like slowly flapping at me?


11:53 PM - 
it has a full hold over my visual cortex only when I'm in this half sleep stage it locks me into


11:54 PM
 - easy to lose sense of reality at this point
. its showing me many things and they're all un-english-able [at this point i lose the ability to communicate anything and get fully locked into sleep paralysis and deep hallucination, much time passes before I am able to communicate again]


1:16 AM - still having solid hallucinations, true hallucinations


1:17 AM - actually very little CEVs or OEVs, just the minds eye opened up and spewing out things to my visual cortex
. the imagination is a real thing…

[this is my last communication for the night]

Exp Year: 2022	ExpID: 116048
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 34
Published: Feb 2, 2022	Views: 369
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