DOSE:	6 shots	oral	Alcohol - Hard
	3 g	oral	Mushrooms

BODY WEIGHT:

155 lb

I have always struggled with alcoholism and never really cared enough to stop because the feeling I got from it was amazing, especially at work. I've gotten some shrooms from a friend I know and I was like what the hell, I'll try some for the first time, should be a breeze (I was deathly wrong).

I get home and down a few bottles before and in my drunken state, decide to eat them all...a decision I will soon regret but also welcome. I was watching YouTube and the feeling of doom and visions of pure evil came from my t.v. So I ran outside where I was blasted with bright green and red colors like lasers. The grass was about to engulf me so I came back inside and proceeded to try and throw up the remaining shrooms, which only made the trip stronger. The toilet bowl grew larger and horrific sounds came out of it which made me jump back in fear. Everything was moving so fast with colors and faces all over the walls, I panicked and called 911. The rest is a blur but the cops and EMS show up and question me it but I cant even speak or see. Thier faces at one point looked fake and deamon like, I felt like was was in hell. I blanked out and they were all gone...did I imagine all this? No, I couldn't have, because my phone said I did dial for help. The next twelve hours I had horrific visions and dreams about death and I was gripped by pure delirium, It was bezar.

I'm happy to have came back from this not completely brain dead. I'm still not fully back I think but I'm making progress. The visions, the sounds and smells, they keep me from ever wanting to drink again, and I'm very thankful for my trip to hell, for healing me.

Exp Year: 2020	ExpID: 114740
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 31
Published: Sep 28, 2020	Views: 44
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