DOSE:		oral	LSD
	3 carts.	inhaled	Nitrous Oxide

BODY WEIGHT:

180 lb

I had the craziest trip on the GASID the other night. I had 500ug around 8PM by 10PM I am peaking good, was pretty hard to see with the lights on. Everything was bendy fractals. We tuned into TRUTH's Deep Dark and Dangerous Quarantine party live stream and got our smoke on. After the first headliner played our friends and I wanted to get into the nitrous.

I walked back to get the gas and had a strange sensation about it, like I knew I was gonna get stuck in the back of my mind. I grabbed the gas anyway and brought it out.

I started with 1 and it increased the intensity of my visuals mildly. I was pretty underwhelmed expressing this to my GF. We waited about an hour and the second headliner came on I decided to get into the gas again.

This time I loaded 2 as I was holding my second lungful in I attempted to unthread the cracker I couldn't, I attempted twice, and three times.

On the third attempt to untwist the cracker, I got a strange epiphany that the cracker was meant to get stuck this time. That my whole life had lead up to this single moment in time if the cracker did not come off it meant my whole life had been a dream and I did not exist. I tried to confirm this by turning to my GF and said "It's stuck, can you fix it?" She couldn't figure out what I was trying to communicate because apparently I stuttered.

Since she couldn't open it I was sure I was fucked at this point and I wasn't even real. I got the sensation that my universe was fading rapidly and all of my life memories flashed before my eyes.

I guess I looked pretty distraught and started to get vocal because I was ripped back down to earth by my GF saying "It's ok bby you took nitrous!" while planting herself in my lap to keep me from physically freaking out.

Once I was somewhat grounded I started crying that I was in fact real and my whole life had not been a dream. I hugged my GF and told her I loved her so much and said thank you.

Exp Year: 2020	ExpID: 114221
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 30
Published: Apr 4, 2020	Views: 996
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