I Went Alone, Knowing No One There
Ayahuasca
Citation:   willem. "I Went Alone, Knowing No One There: An Experience with Ayahuasca (exp112506)". Erowid.org. Oct 19, 2018. erowid.org/exp/112506

 
DOSE:
2 cups oral Ayahuasca (tea)
BODY WEIGHT: 72 kg
Santo Ayahuasca

It was my first time of drinking ayahuasca and it happened in the surroundings of the santo daime church. I went alone, knowing no one there. I observed a lot: the nice church, the people, the set up, the costumes, specific table...

A round started with singing for maria or someone, I guess mostly in Spanish. We gather to the altar to drink one cup. Taste was okay. Like a syrup. Some more singing. More activity of the people around, some overacting. Other on their chairs in the circle.

I went for a second drink. I was too much of a newby, observing others, but when I started to (try to) sing along, I went into a different stage, got this cold over my body, and then: all of a sudden came a flash from over my right shoulder. The only think I could remember or describe it by is: love. And that's a god thing.

On my way back, at night, completely dressed in white, I went through the busy city where parties were going on and drunks were on the street. Such a hunger that I had (I followed my feeling), went back on the road to my sleeping place, and needed to shit badly. I obeyed my bodily needs and took or gave it, there, in the middle of the city.

Afterwards I went on to the hostel where I slept and had a good sleep and active dream. It made me decide to be on this road. And I still am. It's 2018 and going… It is not for every brain.

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 112506
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 32
Published: Oct 19, 2018Views: 1,553
[ View PDF (to print) ] [ View LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Swap Dark/Light ]
Ayahuasca (8) : First Times (2), Group Ceremony (21)

COPYRIGHTS: All reports copyright Erowid.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.

Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.


Experience Vaults Index Full List of Substances Search Submit Report User Settings About Main Psychoactive Vaults