DOSE: T+ 0:00	200 ug	oral	1P-LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 0:00	75 mg	oral	Caffeine	(liquid)
T+ 2:00	100 ug	oral	1P-LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 4:00	100 mg	oral	Caffeine	(liquid)
T+ 0:00	repeated	smoked	Cannabis
T+ 0:00	repeated	smoked	Tobacco - Cigarettes

BODY WEIGHT:

170 lb

I had just gotten fifty 100 ug tabs of 1P-LSD, and I was excited to try them out. My previous experiences with psychedelics have included Psilocybin Mushrooms, LSD, and LSA (morning glory seeds), all of these substances I had always mixed with Cannabis and Nicotine.

Morning of the trip, I was going to drop around 10AM on a Friday morning so I could be asleep by around midnight. Unfortunately I had some work that came up and I was side tracked for most of the day. At around 3:30 PM I was frustrated by how my day had began, so I decided to push the work off until tomorrow and decided to drop.

T+0:00-T+0:30 , take 200ug of 1p-lsd, appx .5 grams of Cannabis, 70 mg caffeine, and 24 mg of nicotine.

After I take the tabs and then I go sit out on my balcony overlooking a busy street that leads onto the interstate. I feel a slight high from the Cannabis. After I smoked my joint I lit a cigarette. Everything seemed pretty normal. During this time I drank a pop as well.

T+0:31 - T+0:45
My stomach began to feel off, and I went to go lay down. The body load, I found this quite weird because LSD had never given me much of a body load before , but it wasnt as severe as Morning Glory Seeds are. Since my stomach still felt off I decided to get out of bed and go back outside to smoke more Cannabis.

T+0:46 - T+1:30 take appx. 1 gram of Cannabis and about 36 mg of nicotine.

When I lit the joint the come up finally caused me to breakthrough into the very stereotypical acid headspace. The contrast of all the colors got turned to 11. It was amazing and absolutely breathtaking. I put in my headphones and started listening to my trip playlist.

T+1:31-T+2:00 took 100ug of 1p-lsd

I decided to take another tab because while I was feeling good, the visuals I felt we're not that intense. After I took the third tab of the night, I began getting emails and text messages from jobs and friends asking for various things. I couldn't ignore everyone or else I'd get stuck in a looping pattern of guilt so I tried my best to answer every one. As soon as I finished this is when things began to get intense

T+2:00-T+4:00 appx. .5 grams of Cannabis, 100 mg of caffeine.

The world became liquid. Nothing was solid. Everything that should have been a solid edge ebbed and flowed like it was ripples on top of a pond. Everywhere I move I felt like all the objects in the room shifted with me when I moved. It wasn't scary, it actually made me feel like I was on a boat. I began pacing back and forth from my bathroom to my room. I did this for probably about an hour straight. At which time I looked at the time and said shit, I got stuck in a loop. I went outside and drank another pop while having another joint. The sky outside was amazing.

T+4:01 - T+6:00 unknown amount of Cannabis and Nicotine

I don't really know what's going on. I'm very confused. I get caught in looping behavior for long periods of time. Visuals aren't as strong, but the stimulant effects are in full swing. My leg begins to hurt. Probably just some vasoconstriction. Acid brain tells me, no it's not, you are dying. My heart begins to race. My chest aches. I lose my mind for the next twenty to thirty minutes lost in a loop of you are going to die and it's all your fault. My mind kept saying this isn't LSD it's a research chemical that's close to it. Who knows how fucked you are. I was stuck in a loop of all this negative energy. During my wakeful states I tried to smoke Cannabis to calm down but it seemed to do absolutely nothing, like I might have as well been smoking mint.

T+6:01 - T+8:00

I finally was able to break through my last rough patch. I started enjoying my music again. I figured I'm probably about four hours away from when I can sleep.

T+8:01- T+10:00 unknown amount of Cannabis / nicotine

The vasoconstriction pain comes back. My mind drags me back into a looping night mare for another thirty minutes. I come back, realize that I am not coming down for a while and I am not going to be able to do any work tomorrow. Go into a loop of telling me how I am going to be a drug addled failure. This looping thought persists throughout the rest of the trip.

T+10:01 - T+12:30

Body high is all but gone. Leg/chest pain persist. Looping thought patterns still exist. My thought patterns switch between me dying, me being a failure, me dying alone. It was a very dark few hours. I laid in bed crying for it stop. I was convinced that I had suffered multiple heart attacks and I just wanted to sleep because a rational part of me still was there saying you just are having major anxiety attacks.

T+12:30 - T+14:00

At this point a few thoughts had occurred to me. If I am not dying I need to quit smoking. I need to figure out what has my mind gripped by these dark thoughts. I realized that I have developed some new problems very recently that are negatively affecting me. I got the call and I need to hang up from psychedelics for a while. I have to fix a few things in my life before I go back, if I do.
I began to get sleepy and finally drifted off.


After the trip

In the week that followed my anxiety was debilitating, I ended up going to a doctor and getting an EKG and blood tests to check my heart. Good news my heart is fine and it was just anxiety. Reminding me that these things aren't too physically dangerous but I respect them for the power they have. I have also weened down on my nicotine intake from a pack a day to about 2-3 cigarettes a say. I'm not done yet but this is the closest I've ever been.

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 112425
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: Oct 9, 2018	Views: 4,903
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