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New and Improved Version of Self
by Alex
Citation:   Alex. "New and Improved Version of Self: An Experience with Amphetamines (exp112141)". Aug 17, 2018.

10 mg oral Amphetamines (pill / tablet)
    oral Melatonin (pill / tablet)


Thanks to a diagnosis made in elementary school I was able to receive a script for adderall quite easily. I raced to the pharmacy, picked up my prescription, and came skipping out with the little goodies in hand. I had just eaten a meal so I popped a 10mg with some cold water and did not expect much to happen.

I pulled into my driveway. I had arrangements to double date with my girlfriend, along with my sister and her boyfriend. Due to my doctor visit lasting a little longer than expected I rushed upstairs to change clothes and comb my hair. It had now been about 20 minutes since I had swallowed the 10mg dose, I walked down stairs and my sister struck up conversation with me showing me a house on her phone as she was in the process of moving into a new one.

BOOM, at that very moment looking at her phone screen everything became crystal clear. I could not think of any other way to describe it. There was no overbearing amount of energy or a racing heart, in fact, I felt perfectly calm. Like a million bucks. A few moments passed by and we got into my vehicle to head out for the evening.

Driving was natural and I didnít feel impaired in anyway, just the opposite. We ended up seeing a movie which to my surprise was enjoyable. When we got our popcorn and drinks I felt very confident talking with the employee. I am normally confident in social situations but this was a whole new level of God Like social skills and awareness. During the film, I did not feel rushed to leave or impatient, although I had found myself a little disappointed I couldnít talk to my girlfriend the entire time. Afterwards, we headed back to my home.

Once we got into my house my girlfriend and I decided to go into the backyard and lay out on the trampoline thatís back there and look at the stars. We talked for a little while to wrap up the night. Before she left we kissed a bit, not even making out just a few kisses, and the amount of sexual desire I had was unbelievable. Unfortunately I knew she was way too tired for it to go anywhere else so I put on my shoes and drove her home.

It was now the end of the night, I took some melatonin, and turned on some guided meditation to fall asleep too. It took a little longer than expected but I fell asleep and slept straight through the night. The next day I woke up and felt no hangover or anything of that nature.

Exp Year: 2018ExpID: 112141
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 20 
Published: Aug 17, 2018Views: 1,579
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