Citation: PlentyT. "I Was Shown a Very Dark Reaility: An Experience with H.B. Woodrose (exp112091)". Erowid.org. Jul 7, 2018. erowid.org/exp/112091
I did Hawaiian woodbaby rose too much
I've had limited experience with psychedelics, just occasionally at parties and once in Kenya, then I discovered Heavenly blue morning glories (hbmg) on Amazon, I assumed it wouldn't work, my thought was ”come on it's off Amazon”, so I weighed out 10g and was blown away, the walls were moving trees we're shifting, it was unreal.
The problem I found with HBMG was that you had to take so many seeds to get an effect, the chewing just killed the trip for me, then I discovered Hawaiian woodbaby rose seeds (HWBR), I only had to take like 10 seeds and I was good to go.
I jumped on eBay ordered some and took 10 for my first go, my mind was taken away my thoughts we're so weird things merged into other things, I was going through loops in my mind, I found it amazing, I waited two weeks between doses and I did a lot of doses, I was so taken by how easy I could get it and how fun and mind-altering it was, then it got bad, really really bad.
I decided to take my usual of ten seeds chewed one up, left it in my mouth for 5mins waited another 5 mins did another, it took about 40mins till I started feeling something but it was different I felt nervous which I often feel super happy when it starts to kick in, I put some music on to help me drift off but I couldn't shake this feeling and I started to think about really dark stuff, I couldn't stop thinking about how pointless everything is, how one day I'm going to die, how everyone I love will die how after everything I do it will all be over and none of it will matter to the conscious thing that is me, it's been months since I last did psychedelics and I've not been able to shake this feeling, I used to wake up with a feeling of pure anxiety and fear but I've gotten better, I don't think I will ever be able to move past the feeling as I feel it every day and it's a very real feeling, I know psychedelics are meant to show how the world really is but I was shown a very dark side of reality.
Don't take this as a warning not to do psychedelics I had a lot of fun doing them I was just shown reality in a very dark way.
I've stayed away from these seeds for a while and I'm going to do them again soon but this time with NOS (also know as laughing gas), which I feel will make the experience more interesting, I will write back here when I've had the experience.
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