DOSE:

repeated

oral

Pharms - Alprazolam

BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

the first time I did Xanax was one blue football senior year of high school in 2013. It had no effect on me. I sit here today having seen and sold upwards of 30,000. My source of income was mainly from Xanax. With this comes temptation.

I started buying 100 and doing 20 and barely breaking even all while drinking heavily freshmen year of college. As a sophomore I hadn't learned my lesson but fate has a funny way of bringing people together. We'll call this associate Q. He had acquired a pill press and copious amounts of pure Xanax powder. My addiction began to spiral out of control although my grades hadn't suffered. 30,000 Xanax later I was addicted to not only the money but how people began to greet me. I soon began using heroin all while completing my degree. I lost my mind to bath salts my junior year. I am now a senior and have sold my entire college career. Amazingly Xanax has helped me with my public speaking and I no longer lose my memory. I went from takin 8 two milligram bars a day to just 1/2 or 1 every day.

I want to stop but I am a high functioning addict. I am president of an organization and am generally well liked. My parents have little clue about my addiction. I've stopped taking bars for months at a time. Have injected crack, heroin, MDMA, methylene and cocaine. I have also died 3 times from heroin overdoses. I am 22. I have a presentation due in 3 days and am going to stand up in front of a class that has no idea what I have put myself through. You know what? I'm going to rock it too. If there's anything I can leave you with let it be this: You never know who has done what. ❤

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 110146
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: Mar 24, 2020	Views: Not Supported
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