Citation: Em. "Ghost In My Kitchen: An Experience with Pregabalin (exp109599)". Erowid.org. Nov 4, 2017. erowid.org/exp/109599
I originally didn't plan on writing a trip report. It was the night before Thanksgiving, I thought I could handle the effects and zoning out would help me deal with family members. I felt like I was in heaven, but it quickly flipped and I was in utter hell. We'll get to hell later.
I took the pills around 7 p.m. Fast forward to an hour later, I have the best euphoria. I'm just dancing around, listening to music, and talking to random people. It stays pretty chill for a few hours.
Fast forward to about p.m. - 11 p.m I started tripping the fuck out. But not an acid trip like everything is all colorful. The visuals are very pleasing to me. I looked in the mirror and my reflection was nowhere near close to what I look like. My nose was very wide in my reflection and it's very hard to explain but it was as if my face was expanding itself in all directions. Like my face was coming off itself but it was still connected. I was sitting in pitch black and I look to the right of my computer and I see a beautiful scene of a house and some bushes. I look up towards my ceiling and I see trees. But they're not real trees they're like puffy and look painted. I loved everything I was seeing, I was really happy I was tripping. I was really confused because I had taken them before and never experienced this before. I absolutely loved it though, I was probably the happiest I've ever been.
That happiness quickly turned into dysphoria, it felt like the dysphoria from DPH. I have been fucking around on DPH and maybe it somehow rewired my brain and fucks up anything that is remotely trippy.
It's about 12 a.m now and by now I am wigging out. I don't really know what triggered me to flip out. My cat was acting EXTREMELY odd all night and I guess it just ruined it for me. She would stand up and stare at nothing, and my dog started barking, and I kept hearing shit move in the kitchen. I started freaking out thinking there was a ghost. I am a strong believer in ghosts. I have some scary ass experiences. I went to a friends house the other day and she's known to be into witchcraft and mess with ouija boards. I figured maybe a ghost followed me home.
At about 12:30 a.m I feel like I am going to die. I was so out of it I also believed my was going to die. I felt like if I slept I'd stop breathing. My leg was twitching a bit. My heart was racing, which didn't really bother me, but I just felt like it was going to stop if I slept. Like I truly believed I was going to die.
At 1:30 a.m I decided to sleep. I no longer cared if my heart stopped or I stopped breathing. I close my eyes and enjoy the cevs. They were really calming and eventually I fell asleep.
It's now 7 a.m and I still have blurred vision and I know that I won't be able to walk. My eye is on fire for some reason. Just one eyes burns? Overall this is still my d.o.c. I know there's probably better stuff out there, but I still love it. Last night wasn't completely bad and I plan on taking this again.
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