Citation: Sigmunda. "We Specifically Felt Primitive: An Experience with LSD & Cannabis (exp109573)". Erowid.org. Apr 10, 2017. erowid.org/exp/109573
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A Lovely First Time LSD & Marihuana
On a warm day in summer, I took 1 blotter which contained 125ug of LSD, together with my boyfriend, around 1 pm. We planned the trip for a while, because it would be the first time for the both of us. I felt very excited, but also nervous. We were well prepared, we had fruit and water, and turned our phones silent. To be clear, I smoked the marihuana only after tripping for around 5 hours on the LSD.
Pt. 1 - Only LSD
While waiting for the LSD to come up, we played a game called DeadCore, which is a sci-fi, fps, puzzle game. After 30 minutes I started to get laughing urges. We moved to the upstairs place where we have our bed. It is the roof of the house so the walls are angled. You cannot stand there, only sit. I started seeing more patterns and after 1.5 hours I was completely tripping. Objects seemed to breathe. I saw waves in my vision wherever I looked. The place was dim-lit and my boyfriend his face looked almost black. In his dark face I saw lines that formed little cubes in rainbow colors.
I tried to connect to him spiritually, by looking between his eyebrows (third eye). His face kept changing patterns, like it was an extremely real mask that just morphed into another mask. His nose changed into a stairs to a different world. I went into his head/that world through those stairs. We felt extremely connected.
Because of our strong sense of connectedness, we wanted to be closer to each other. We were very intimate during the whole trip. We did not wear clothes, and we specifically felt primitive and connected to the people that walked the earth long, long ago. We did not feel a connection to the modern world.
We did not feel a connection to the modern world.
The candle that was on made this feeling of primitive even stronger. The fire lit the place in such a way that we had the strong sensation of being in a cave, which was our home, with a fire burning beside us.
A few hours later we decided to go outside. We suddenly realised that we had to wear clothes, it took some time to find them and put them on. He packed a backpack with mandarins, bananas and water. It felt like we were going on a big adventure. In front of the house is one main street, it was slightly scary to pass. The outside world slapped me with beauty. The nature and elements, like the sunlight and the wind, were especially intense. We walked through a tree covered area, when suddenly I saw a man standing in the grass, the sunlight shone on him. To me he seemed like an old Asian grandfather, that must have been standing there for centuries. It felt timeless. We ate our fruit looking out over a little pond that was surrounded by trees, being amazed by the texture of the peel of mandarins. I realized then, that mandarin peels are not dimpled, but covered with tiny bubbles. It is hard to see, you really have to look closely.
Pt. 2 - Weed comes in
Note: I have a history with sensitivity to marihuana. I had some sort of epileptic-like attacks while smoking too much weed and therefore usually am very careful with it.
When we got back, the trip wore off, I thought. I suggested we smoke a joint and we did. This was not the best decision. I almost instantly got sucked back into the trip, but with heavy influences of weed. I experienced everything as extremely heavy. My boyfriend was laying on top of me. He felt so heavy on me, that it felt as if we merged. I couldn't handle it and I pushed him off me. That was a horrible experience. It felt as if he was torn off me. I could see our skin detaching in waves. It was physically and mentally painful. This happened with everything that I touched. He placed his head on my belly, it felt as if it merged into my belly, as if there was nothing inside. At times I felt as if a blanket filled with tiny iron balls was laid over me.
Luckily I had the mindset of accepting whatever would happen in the trip and so I did. I was on the edge of going bad with the weed, but this acceptance really helped me. I could even enjoy it to a certain extent. Around 9pm the drugs wore off.
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