DOSE:

100 mg

oral

MDMA

BODY WEIGHT:

129 lb

I took a considered average low dose of MDMA and the effects felt like they lasted for 2-3 days, and I didnt have any come downs or depressions after I just felt as how I did before on MDMA. When I took MDMA I noticed that people noticed me more (maybe because I'm one of the only dark men in an all white town dancing at the party idk...) but I'd get the odd hi's from people and even two random I love you. I also noticed that when I dance on MDMA people huddle around me and start dancing with me and I somewhat had a pack of followers, I also was able to get with multiple woman and it felt easier than it normally would.

My house is usually a place of somewhat grief for me because I struggle to keep conversations going and getting along with my family because of my lazyness. When I woke up on MDMA I noticed everyone in my family was trying to be around me more and talk to me , even my parents friends went out of there way to talk to me. I also notice that I could make anyone around me laugh whenever I wanted to and jokes that I would normally say and dont find funny everyone would find hilarious. I find it odd that I found it easier to connect with almost anyone on MDMA, even people that seemed angry with me I could turn to be nice towards me instantly. I was around kids that use to pick on me while I was in high school before I took M, the constant teasing started and it was basically like high school. Than after I took it they started going out of there way to talk to me and trying to make plans to hangout with me. I also noticed when I hung out with people on MDMA I would have more fun than just about anyone I was around.

I've done MDMA about 12 times now and plan to quit as of today but I'm just curious why these things happened and why I could strongly notice them. I also would like to restate that I've felt no negative effects while not on it. But I do notice when I'm not people dont seem interested in anything I have to say and also that I am constantly ignored when talking to people not on it.

Exp Year: 2016	ExpID: 108456
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: May 23, 2020	Views: 564
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