DXM - Erowid Exp - 'I Love You. I Hate You'

I Love You. I Hate You

DXM

Citation: Teener. "I Love You. I Hate You: An Experience with DXM (exp107954)". Erowid.org. Mar 29, 2018. erowid.org/exp/107954

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DOSE:

repeated

oral

DXM

BODY WEIGHT:

230 lb

I will do my best to keep this short and sweet. I have got more to say than most wish to read and much more than I care to type. I am 31 years old and began my use of magical DXM at 19. I have used and abused nearly every substance under the sun. You name it, I've done it, but nothing has ever quite compared to DXM.

The experiences I've had with this drug can never be fully understood by, or explained to, a person who has never used. They've changed my life forever; positively and negatively. As you've already read my use has lasted a total of nearly 12 years. I have quit then started again. Forgot about her, then rediscovered the fascination. As much as I love it, I hate it. I fear that I will never be free from the hold of this mesmerizing seductress.

-A man who has everything in life, especially dissociation.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 107954
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 30
Published: Mar 29, 2018	Views: 173
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DXM (22) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Unknown Context (20)

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