DOSE:

500 mg

oral

Pharms - Tianeptine

(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

150 lb

Ill try to make this long story short. After 2 years of a barrage of anti-depressants totally fucked up my psyche permanently, I took something I did occasionally for fun (hydrocodone) and made it a daily habit. Got off, went through withdrawals.

Months later, me and girlfriend back on. Fast forward a couple of years, I replace my hydrocodone habit with poppy seed tea and so does she. Fast forward another year. My girl does opiates 2 to 3 times a week now but I am now an avid opioid addict and need to dose every day to function. I move in with a friend who does heroin everyday, and you know the rest. I find myself snorting heroin everyday. Eventually doing 20 dollars worth a day just to feel normal and not high. And I would start withdrawing just 2 hours after dosing. So I realize its time to stop. I take my tub of tianeptine out of the cabinet and dust it off, what is this stuff about anyways?

So first day off dope, I wake up feeling shitty, take some tianeptine. Feel slightly better. Continue dosing several times that day.

Day 2, I am desperate for a good feeling. Not just a normal feeling. I take 500mg in a parachute and say fuck it. And voila, here we go. I get a warm fuzzy oh so familiar feeling. I can't stop smiling. I am talkative, hungry, and generally healthy feeling. I didn't even feel this good on dope, sheet mayne. For a legal supplement, this stuff packs a punch at heroic doses. Who knows what damage I am doing to myself but I am just using this stuff to survive the first few days off dope.

Exp Year: 2015	ExpID: 107471
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 25
Published: Dec 9, 2015	Views: 16,616
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