Citation: McKenna. "Entering a State of Pure Energy: An Experience with Methoxphenidine (exp107400)". Erowid.org. Sep 12, 2016. erowid.org/exp/107400
I have experienced many different substances, including some low-dose ketamine, Diphenidine and a host of psychedelics. But MXP taken in the way that I did took me on a trip far beyond anything I have ever experienced before.
I had been trying the substance first in gradually increasing amounts to assess its effect on me and create a margin of safety. Measurement were performed with a 10mg microspoon on each instance. I found that I down-tapered dose regimen made the most engulfing experience.
16:00 - 140 mg - Knowing that taking this orally took about 1,5-2 hours for me to feel its full effects
taking this orally took about 1,5-2 hours for me to feel its full effects
I start playing some computer games to pass the time. The dose was dissolved in lemon juice as this is supposed to reduce tolerance and increase effects. Tolerance-wise this seems to have some merit.
16:30 - 100 mg - no effects felt yet. Note: that this was combined with some insufflation of a 2-AI and Ethylphenidate combo during the course of the experience until it kicked in fully.
17:00 - 80 mg - Final dose, some mild effects are beginning to show, some relaxation, decrease of anxiety.
18:00 - effects are getting stronger. Getting harder to focus on any complicated tasks as well as understanding them.
19:00 - Lift-off - Strong sense of inebriation and eyes beginning to close and mind wandering into a closed-eye dream state with visuals.
20:00 went to bed to ensure not to stumble as it is hard to comprehend much of the real world anymore. All fear, anxiety doubts are, however, gone. When lying down I close my eyes and I
feel that I have been transformed into a state of pure energy floating in space with other entities from one beautiful cluster of chatter and imagery that seems to form immense ideas - the whole idea present at once in my mind. Then I was catapulted through space from one immense and completely different idea to the next, over and over until the experience begins to die down. The thoughts keep rushing through my head and finally I was able to fall asleep, but it took hours just lying there with a pleasant rushing body sensation.
All in all this has to be my favourite experience. It left me elated and with a sense that this had been a trip to the afterlife or something where there was nothing to fear.
I just have to be careful with the dosing. I have on one occasion also dosed too high in one dose that left me in what seemed to be an unreal nightmarish sensation unable to tell dreams from reality.
Note that I had developed some tolerance before this experiment.
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