Citation: Nameless. "Disappointed: An Experience with 5-MeO-DIBF (exp107325)". Erowid.org. Nov 6, 2015. erowid.org/exp/107325
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This is a very new research chemical, and since there isn't much information about it on the internet, I decided to make a trip report of my experience. I bought two 50 mg pellets from a UK vendor. I have read that 50mg is a weak dosage. Insufflation increases the effects, so I crushed the pellets and first snorted 20mg, 50 min later 30mg and than an hour later 50mg.
Snorted 3/4 of half a pellet, which is about 18-20 mg. From what I've read, this should be about equal to 50 mg oral. I'm planning on snorting the other 5mg withing an hour, or more, depending on the strength of the trip. I'm not planning on having a full blown trip, but I don't want to be disappointed with weak effects either (which I was with bk-2C-B). Divided between two noseholes, it took a few minutes to start burning, it was the same kind of burn as 2C-B, however less intense compared to dosage. Hurts most when breathing out.
No effects yet. The burn has moved backwards in my nose. Taste of the drip is okay.
No effects at all yet, So I decided to snort the rest of the pellet, another 30mg. If this drug (or my pellets) are that weak, maybe I'm gonna have to use my second pellet too.
Burns quite a bit. Also my nose starts clogging a little.
Almost no effect, except for a slight change in perception and body feel. It's sunny outside, looks a little more beautiful than normal.
I'm going to snort my other pellet too. Another 50 mg.
Too bad it's expensive, but I'd rather have one full experience than two half ones.
Did my vendor sell me bad stuff or is this drug really that weak?
Very painful now. I'm thinking of going outside to ride the bike or play some poi, when the pain subsides.
I'm playing a game on my psvita but I can't sit still, there's definitely some stimulation.
Also just now I see something weird in the lower part of my peripheral vision, like a blind spot in the form of a cloud and when I close my eyes it's yellow light.
A little worried about the blind spot, but it's fading already.
The pain is mostly gone now, and the back of my throat feels numb. As I read before, this drug has definitely a numbing effect.
It's like part of me is tripping a little and part of me is sober. I think it's my mind that is not tripping and the rest of me is. I'm quite ok with that.
I'm eating a meal now, first meal of the day since I forgot breakfast. And it's really good.
I'm shaking a bit. I had it too with a small dose of 2C-B two days ago, but this time its worse.
Feeling a little hint of mushroom, but not enough to say it resembles it.
I'm disappointed now. Unless the real effects still have to kick in, I think I am fucked by my vendor, or this is some shitty drug.
Only slightly altered state of mind, and some effects feel like a little toxic in my brain. The shakiness is going away, maybe it was mostly from forgetting my breakfast.
I guess it's okay if I forget how much I was expecting, and how much money I've wasted. I see a little movement here and there, and more color. But I am not motivated to do anything, even though it's very sunny outside. I even want to watch a movie, which I never want on any psychedelic because I'm too busy enjoying other things. I'm gonna force myself to take a bike ride, I think I won't be disappointed by that.
It seems I can't force myself going outside. I feel a little stimulated, but a little lethargic at the same time. I don't really know what to feel. And I don't know what to do, I'm too stimulated for sitting still activities, but not motivated enough to move around. The visuals are definitely there, things moving around and stuff, though not very obvious. And it doesn't seem to interest me.
The blind spot isn't completely gone, I still see it when I close my eyes. I don't know if it's my eyes or my brain doing this.
Oh, I forgot about sex drive. Well, let's test it out...
Oh my god, masturbation was amazing!
Gonna take some ginseng, maybe that will motivate me enough to go outside. I feel a little guilty to stay inside with all that sun in autumn. A small DMT joint sounds nice too, let's bring a little love into it. Now that I think about it, this 5-MeO-DiBF chemical lacks love. Maybe that's why nothing seems to interest me even though everything looks beautiful and doing stuff doesn't take much effort.
I'm surprised that a psychedelic (if you can even call it that) can be so uninteresting.
Also, musical talent is reduced a bit, while psychedelics usually increase that. I tested it with my jaw harp. When I take 2C-B I can play for hours with just a jaw harp.
DMT definitely made things more interesting. Even a small dose completely overpowered the trip. It's like the DIBF effects changed into DMT and are now coming back.
I'm craving ketamine, I think it would go along nicely with 5-MeO-DiBF, mostly because of the added happiness. I ordered some ephenidine (a dissociative) which I'm expecting today or tomorrow, just looked into the mailbox but no luck. Too bad. I'm almost tempted to take a benzo to make things a little nicer, but I have to be careful with benzos these days.
When I pick my nose I notice the inside is still numb. And orange.
Feeling a little depressed. Not much, but it's there. I'm struggling to keep myself from taking something to make me feel better that eventually makes me feel worse. I have some 1,4-butanediol buried in a park (because I couldn't keep me hands off of it). 1,4-butanediol is much like GHB but very bad for the liver. I'm very tempted to go get some, but this stuff screws me up very easily. I guess I'm just gonna have to deal with the constant thought of 'I could get something fun to do. Even if it's just alcohol'. And I quit alcohol.
The 5-MeO-DiBF effects are going away, almost at baseline now. Negativity is also going away, but still it left me feeling disappointed.
Ginseng didn't do anything. I'm pretty much immune to ginseng, but I keep taking it hoping for some effect to happen. Even high doses don't affect me at all. Or maybe I'm just not conscious of it.
Now I can sit still again so I'm gonna continue playing on my vita. I'm gonna enjoy the rest of the day without drugs.
About 95% back to baseline. I feel sober, but when I stare at something it starts to move around after a few seconds. Glad I didn't go for the 1,4-butanediol. But I'm still thinking of benzos, I have some metizolam to test. Now I just noticed Ant-man is out, finally a good movie. Too bad I didn't see it earlier in the trip, it could've made a big difference in my mood.
I reached my download limit. What a sucky day. I took the metizolam anyway, another experiment. Curious how that will work out.
Feeling good again, no after effects. Had a good sleep with good dreams. Metizolam was weak, it made me even more sad for a moment, but then suddenly I felt good and its effects went away.
Overall, I was very disappointed by the underwhelming experience. I had some visuals and heightened colors, but I lacked any interest in that. Mentally, nothing psychedelic at all. That part of me felt completely sober.
Also slight stimulation without motivation, which was a little annoying. Always on the verge of going to do something but never did anything. Just listened to some music. It sounded a little better than usual. And I had a tiny bit of euphoria in the background, but somehow I couldn't really enjoy it. I could've enjoyed a movie, but I watched all the good movies already a few times and I didn't notice a good new movie was out. Masturbation did feel very good, but sex drive didn't come if I didn't look for it.
In the end I felt the need to take something else to make up for the disappointment.
I was in a good mood to begin with, so I blame the drug for the negative part.
I don't think I would've enjoyed the effects if they were much stronger. But I'm not sure.
I think I have gotten some bad pellets from my vendor. However, the burn in my nose, drip and numbing clearly indicated a lot of chemical stuff. Maybe the little 2C-B I did 3 and 5 days ago gave me some cross tolerance. From what I've read, 100mg insufflated should be like around 200mg orally, which should be a lot so there was definitely something wrong.
If anyone ever offers me 5-MeO-DiBF in the future, I wouldn't take it, even if it was a low price. I have read good and bad trip reports, so I guess it's something that some people like and others don't.
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