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The Conversation
Cannabis & Various Substances
by Paul
Citation:   Paul. "The Conversation: An Experience with Cannabis & Various Substances (exp107147)". Erowid.org. Sep 18, 2019. erowid.org/exp/107147

 
DOSE:
  smoked Cannabis
    smoked Methamphetamine
      Various

BODY WEIGHT: 170 lb


varying doses of Marijuana, Mushrooms, Datura, Salvia, Ice, Cocaine, Acid...

How do I begin this... so much has happened... I smoked Marijuana when I was 18, and I saw a boy running across the room in front of me... he looked at me... he was there... he was real... he was a ghost or something... (it was not my imagination playing tricks on me or something)... And then I started using other drugs too... I was in a hotel room in Dallas, and a man appeared beside me, sitting at the table... While he was there he convinced me that he was in complete control of my body, and I would not be able to move unless they moved me, unless they wanted me to move... they determined my entire life... I would go to sleep when they wanted me to sleep, and I would wake up when they wanted me to wake up... He was there for about an hour... and then he vanished... He was real, but not human... he was of another dimension or something... this is the truth...

I smoked ice, and others appeared around me... others that were trying to talk to me, but I was trying to stay in my experience and feel the high, do you know what I mean... Sometimes though I did speak to these others, and they spoke back to me... we had many conversations... these were real conversations, and not things I was imagining or something... I want to make that clear... there are other things in the world that others do not see, do not experience... and some of you know that... In physics they speak of things existing beyond the scope of normal perspective, reality... so it is my opinion that I saw beyond this perspective, this reality, when I put these things into my body... Even if it was only in my imagination, it would still be fascinating, it would still be real in my imagination or something, and that means something too...

but that is not what I am talking about here... I am talking about reality... Some see a ghost, and others do not... but just because others do not see it, doesn't mean it is not there... I knew I was the Oracle of Delphi, like reincarnated or something, and I knew I was a witch burned in Salem... I knew other things too... I spoke with women who had been burned and murdered in other ways in Salem, and other places... I talked to some of them in their coffins... I hear voices all the time... voices of others that are not mine... and other things too...

It has been more than six months since I used a substance, but these things are continueing... something permanent has happened... it's like my high never came to an end...
something permanent has happened... it's like my high never came to an end...
I know things exist that others do not know about, and I just thought it would be neat to tell you... Thank you for listening... There is so much more I could say, like about when I knew I was being erased from my body because others were trying to replace me with something else, like another soul or something... I could tell you the other names, words, I know, that are not of this Earth...

Think what you will of these things I have said... I know what is real, and I know what is not real... If you want me to continue I will... I have entered into another dimension or something, and I don't think this is going to end...

Exp Year: 1994-2015ExpID: 107147
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 39 
Published: Sep 18, 2019Views: 588
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Cannabis (1), Various (136), Endogenous (86) : Entities / Beings (37), Post Trip Problems (8), Multi-Day Experience (13), Retrospective / Summary (11), Not Applicable (38)

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