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Another Way of Feeling
by Pentagram
Citation:   Pentagram. "Another Way of Feeling: An Experience with DPT (exp107077)". Nov 8, 2015.

250 mg insufflated DPT (powder / crystals)


[Erowid Note: The doses described in this report are potentially life threatening. The amount taken is beyond a heavy dose and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Doses such as this have been known to cause hospitalizations and/or deaths. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]

I had bought a gram of DPT Hcl because I heard the effects were very similar to DMT but it lasted about three hours and forty five minutes than your average DMT trip. I snorted a very small dose, about fifty milligrams the first time and I didn't have a breakthrough. I didn't know it would be this hard.

So I've been doing psychedelics of many forms for a long time now and I wanted to have a breakthrough knowing I had never had one before. So I put my big boy pants on and said fuck it, its time for a science experiment.

I had taken a gram of DPT and cut it into four equivalent amounts so each pile was a qtr gram and I put one up my nose. The first time I had done DPT I was also on acid and I felt that it kept me from breaking through. about ten minutes after I did this I had noticed I was starting to trip and at an alarming almost unbearably hard rate; my nose was running profusely and I would pick my nose to see if it was bleeding and honestly I couldn't tell if I was bleeding or not so I decided that it wasn't important. I was listening to music but I started experiencing auditory hallucinations so hard that the music wasn't even music anymore, my vision was wiggling and breathing so hard that the wiggles were wiggling between the wiggles.

I lay down on the bed beside my girlfriend who had also dosed the exact same amount as me, she had vomited and was getting very tired and I was afraid that I had effectively just killed us both, so I lay in bed and I was apologizing and I said that I had underestimated its true power and I hoped we come out of it. That's when shit got heavy.

I broke through. It was like I had died from this life and went on to be reincarnated, I lived an innumerable amount of lives. I had died so many times that I honestly wanted it to stop and I just wanted to stay dead. In one life I was homeless and I had been mugged, I looked to the sky while I was laying on the ground by myself bleeding out and I realized this is what it was like to die alone.

I woke up briefly and went to the kitchen to get my girlfriend something to drink. I was hallucinating so hardly that the only thing I know to say that happened to me is that I got lost in the kitchen. I lay back down and we break through again. At one point in time I was laying on the bed and I was technically back in reality but not really, I look over at my girlfriend and she didn't even look the same. I had felt like we had both been on a long hard mission and I had wanted it to start but I knew it wasn't nearly done yet, we went back into the labyrinth of a hallucinogenic experience that I was in.

I lived through a few more lives and came back to being in the room again and she was sitting there meditating in the lotus position and her eyes were open and closed at the same time, so I was wondering what was wrong with my girlfriend. A voice had told me she was practicing the meditation of the sleeping tiger. She started floating and flying around the room and made a giant, metallic looking marble and blasted it in my direction with her mental force and I had no choice but return fire; this kept happening, when the ball would come at me I would get a sensation like taking a volume knob on an amplifier and turning it up all the way really fast.

Everything went black

The next thing I knew I was floating through the nothingness and there was a tiger chasing me, the tiger had looked like it had one of the metallic marbles on its forehead but it wasn't a full circle, I guess you could say it was like a crescent moon protruding from its third eye. It was trying to kill me and Buddha had walked up to the tiger and put the palm of his hand on the tiger's forehead and he smiles, in that moment everything freezes and it was the most still moment of my life. Just seeing him hush a tiger took my breath away and I couldn't do anything else but move. All at once everything shattered like glass, and my trip was over.

I woke back up, it was 4 am and I shook so hard upon awakening I woke my girlfriend up as well, I looked at her and said 'what the fuck was that.'
She replied 'I don't know, I think its a way of feeling.'

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 107077
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 20 
Published: Nov 8, 2015Views: 1,484
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