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I Wanna Use the Rest of My Life
Methamphetamine
by Big_D
Citation:   Big_D. "I Wanna Use the Rest of My Life: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp107033)". Erowid.org. Oct 8, 2015. erowid.org/exp/107033

 
DOSE:
  IV Methamphetamine

BODY WEIGHT: 262 lb


I am a meth user in my mid 40s. I first tried snorting it as 'crank' in my 20s. Right before I turned 30, I started smoking it for the 1st time and this is my preferred way of using.

Now in my mid 40's, I got up enough nerve to start shooting it in my veins and have been doing so on a semi-regular basis for about 11 months now. I shoot it no less than once every 2 or 3 days, once daily, sometimes twice daily. Needless to say, I enjoy using this drug almost every time I use. I mean, probably about 1 out of every 10 times it just feels like I'm going through the motions. I could smoke my normal daily amount (about $30-100 worth) and just go right to sleep no problem. But usually I enjoy using every day if I can. And if it wasn't a financial choice I would definitely use every day for the rest of my life. The euphoric 'well being' feeling is so great, that it's indescribable really. There's no other way to describe it. I mean, think of a day in your life when u woke up feeling your best. Mind was ultra sharp. Your quick with your wit & responses. You always get the last word in. And physically, you feel strong & unstoppable & mainly a force to be reckoned with. Ok, now imagine all that superior feeling of greatness times 10. Or times 20. That's how good it feels to me to be on Meth. It is unparalleled. So for that reason alone, is why I would choose to use Meth every day for the rest of my life.

Exp Year: 2015ExpID: 107033
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 46 
Published: Oct 8, 2015Views: 4,557
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