Citation: PoisonIvy. "That Glorious State: An Experience with Morphine (exp106279)". Erowid.org. Jul 8, 2016. erowid.org/exp/106279
This was the 2nd time I'd tried Morphine (continuous release). The first time I just plain swallowed 10mg and nothing happened. This time, I crushed up two 10mg pills (so 20mg altogether) and dissolved them in enough water to cover and sufficiently dissolve the powder. Once they were dissolved I drew the solution up into a syringe, laid on my side and inserted the syringe into my ass at about 1am (without lubricant, foolishly. Very uncomfortable, not so much painful) and slowly squirted in the solution before withdrawing the syringe.
I was very skeptical about this, I didn't think 20mg would be enough, and I didn't expect plugging to work (I had never tried it before) but I remained laying on my side anyway. To my surprise, about 20 minutes in, I started to feel very relaxed. From what I've read on various sites and forums is that the recommended time that you stay on your side/stomach is 30 minutes. By the time I reached 30, I could barely move when I tried to because I was so relaxed. It wasn't annoying or painful not being able to move properly, personally I found it enjoyable as I was slightly euphoric. I don't know if this was because of the Morphine or because I was just so happy that it had worked.
I found the high lasted for hours! I didn't manage to stay awake for all of the high though because further into the high, I started to nod and found it impossible to keep my eyes open, but I fought it and remained high for about 6 hours before falling asleep. I've since found that getting some extra sleep before doing this helps me fight the sleepiness for longer.
Once I was nice and relaxed and into the high, whenever I tried to walk, I'd sway and stagger like I was drunk. This time I ended up cracking my shoulder right on the corner of some hard wood. Lucky Morphine is a painkiller, huh?
Once I was settled down and not getting up again, I just got lost in my own little sedated, relaxed, happy world but making sure to open my eyes every time they closed so I didn't fall asleep and waste the high. Eventually I succumbed and fell asleep though. Time sped by. Also, slow music enhanced the high brilliantly!
One annoying thing about the high though, is that I keep asking myself 'am I still high or just sleepy?'
I keep asking myself 'am I still high or just sleepy?'
, because I'm terrified of coming down from that glorious state, but getting up and trying (and failing) to walk soon answers that.
The next morning, i woke up at about 11am and everything was completely back to normal with no ill-effects or hangover.
I am prescribed Duloxetine 60mg for Bipolar depressive episodes (I read that SSRI's can block the euphoria so maybe I'd have felt more euphoria if I weren't taking these), Lansoprazole 30mg for Laryngopharyngeal Reflux and Quetiapine 25mg for sleep/stabilising Bipolar hypomania but I don't take the Quetiapine so they weren't in my system. I also take Adios herbal weight loss pills.
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