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My Experience With Use as Directed
Clonazepam & Citalipram
by Dr._Horrible_Sings
Citation:   Dr._Horrible_Sings. "My Experience With Use as Directed: An Experience with Clonazepam & Citalipram (exp105993)". Erowid.org. Feb 24, 2018. erowid.org/exp/105993

1 mg oral Pharms - Clonazepam (daily)
  20 mg oral Pharms - Citalopram (daily)


To put it bluntly, my life has been hard. Sexual abuse, physical violence, a string of serial monogamous relationships. The sexual abuse caused reoccurred UTIs which evolved into paranoid and hypochondria as one can die within two weeks of having a UTI as it travels from the kidneys to the blood.

I had hypochondria for ten years. After starting and using the Clonazepam as directed my life changed. I didn't feel like every little thing needed me to go to the doctor I had been going once a month for ten years. I have not gone to the ER for doctor for stupid shit for two years since I have been on it. That is a major change. Never again. This drug was the crux of recovery for a hypochondria part of my panic disorder. It is a long half life and taken twice a day.

I hated my hypochondria. This pill cured me of that. There is nothing that can replace it.

The Citalipram has been a give and take. I took it for two years as well, my depression worsened as time went on. I lost jobs, I lost my home. My apathy increased as time went on.

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 105993
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 29 
Published: Feb 24, 2018Views: 542
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Pharms - Clonazepam (125), Pharms - Citalopram (227) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Medical Use (47), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Not Applicable (38)

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