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Kind of Underwhelming
Cocaine, Heroin & Unknown (sold as MDMA)
by psychonaut
Citation:   psychonaut. "Kind of Underwhelming: An Experience with Cocaine, Heroin & Unknown (sold as MDMA) (exp105532)". Erowid.org. Aug 10, 2018. erowid.org/exp/105532

 
DOSE:
  repeated insufflated Cocaine  
    insufflated Bad/Suspect Ecstasy (powder / crystals)
    repeated vaporized Heroin (powder / crystals)
    repeated vaporized Cocaine (powder / crystals)
    repeated vaporized Bad/Suspect Ecstasy (powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT: 140 lb


Before I write this, I need to give my drug history to explain why this was a bit of a let down. I did the three drugs that people consider the strongest on the streets, which let's be honest they aren't (well maybe not meth, that's a hell of a drug), but I was expecting way more than I got from it. I have done a massives amounts of DOM, lsd, xanax, and 25i, along with a lot of drugs that don't come around to me as often such as other benzos, dmt, mdma, the 2c's, demerol, among many others. I think the reason it was so underwhelming for me is because I'm used to psychedelics, and I usually don't go out of my way for drugs that don't give visuals other than heroin. Before I start, I need to mention I really didn't mean to do meth, I had never done it before and I don't intend on doing it again. I was sold it as mdma.

So, the day started when I hit up my friend to see if he knew where any shrooms were at, and probably this weekend, but he had coke. Normally not a huge fan of coke, but I really wanted something so I grabbed 70 bucks and spent 20 on coke. He ended up giving me several bumps before I even bought the coke, enough to be at least a point, and I bought 250 mgs from him, so all together I got 350 mgs that night. Me and four other people then started trying to figure out what we were going to do, because we had a lot to do that night, like get some money and pick up some heroin. Throughout the conversation, a guy I kind of knew was talking about this blue mdma that was fucking awesome, and everyone was saying it was probably meth, but I didn't really give it a second thought. We go downtown, and at this point I've probably taken a point of my coke, so I have roughly 150 mgs left. We have to wait for a little under an hour to get the heroin, and it happens that the, 'mdma,' is really close to where the heroin in, so me and the guy I kind of know head over to the house, cause no one else really wants it cause they think its meth, and I grab 30 bucks worth, and head back to the car.

Once I get back to the car, I immediately take several bumps, because for whatever reason I still believed it was mdma, even though it was bright blue and tasted nothing like mdma. I've taken a fair bit of mdma, but I've never truly. I think I have a serotonin problem because of all the dxm I used to do back in high school. So after taking probably 100 mgs, I give three people each a bump, and then took a little bit more, so probably 150 mgs at this point. After the bumps, I probably have a little bit more than a point left, so I save it. After about 10 or 15 minutes, my friend who used to do a lot of meth says he's pretty sure its meth, and my friend who has done a lot of mdma says its definitely not mdma, so at this point I'm pretty sure its meth, but only time would tell.

We then hit up a different heroin guy cause this one was taking too long, and we start driving to a different spot, and drop off our friend so he can go grab it. At this point, I can tell its meth. I had never done it at this point, but I've done my amphetamines, and I've done a decent bit of mdma (as I said, it really doesn't effect me too much so I usually don't bother), so I can tell with pretty high certainty that its meth based on the effects I knew already through the internet and spoken word. I was jittery, focused, very social, and had an amazing body high throughout the entirety of my body. I take a few conservative bumps of coke because I want to save it for speed balls, and I feel up as shit. Talkative, feeling great, and the thirty minutes it took our friend to get the heroin feels like 15. When he gets back, I really wanna take a bump of it, but we have to go back to my friend's house to scale it into three separate bags. The g costed 120, so I got 150 mgs for 20 bucks, and I'm used to 100 bucks a g, but this was actually some pretty good shit. I've had better for a lower price, but I'd say this was probably a 7/10.

Immediately as he scaled it, I mix it with the rest of my coke, and take two decent sized bumps off of a knife and feel fucking great. It wasn't a massive amount, but at this point I'm focused, full of energy, and have this really strange feeling of having huge euphoria going through my body, but at the same time I can't feel my body all too well because of the heroin, which gets more confusing in a little bit. Two of my friends leave, and we left the guy I barely knew downtown, so its just me and a good friend of mine. He grabs me some tin foil and I start smoking my coke heroin mixture, because that's my method of choice for heroin and it just happened to have coke in it.

After taking a few bumps off of the foil, and giving my friend two smaller bumps, I figure I might as well smoke some of the meth I have left just to say that I've done it, and I was interested in how it would feel. I could tell it was rather good meth, even though I had never done it, but I knew it was stepped on. I was guessing it wasn't stepped on too hard, but I couldn't even give an estimate on the percentage that was actually meth. All I could tell was that it was good, and if I was ever gonna smoke meth, it should be some of the purest stuff I can find, and taking the fact that I never plan on doing meth again and it seemed pretty good, I wasn't bothered by the idea of smoking some of it. So I smoke probably half a point, smoke some more speed balls, and I'm feeling fucking awesome. Jittery, full of energy, comfortable, can't feel my body while I can feel the tingling of my body at the same time, social as fuck, and it didn't even hurt my lungs.

Now this is where I realize that its a bit of a disappointment for me. I have done a massive amount of DOM (a phenethylamine that tends to last 10 hours, average dose is 5-10 mgs, my biggest dose was 20), and I can compare it to DOM + heroin, without any visuals. It just really made me want to do DOM and heroin together. And at that, I feel fucking great, but I don't really have much of a mind fuck, and here I am on some of the hardest street drugs you can get. This is why I usually stick to psychedelics, its just so much more interesting, and they give me such a weird frame of mind when I take the right amount, but this just didn't.
This is why I usually stick to psychedelics, its just so much more interesting, and they give me such a weird frame of mind when I take the right amount, but this just didn't.
I just felt good, and had not much of a head high other than being focused and energized mentally. I think I went into it with much higher expectations than I should have, but fuck, its meth, coke, and heroin, I should've expected what I was expecting. A mind fuck with a massive body high, and ready to get up and do shit. I just had the body high, and while I did have energy, I felt too lazy to really go do anything, so the rest of the night consisted of me talking to my friend and dicking around on the internet, which was fun don't get me wrong, but I wish it affected me more than it did.

To continue though, I finished up the last of my meth by snorting it, and smoked a few more bumps of speed balls and snorted the rest, and basically I had the same effects just amplified. Really pleasant feeling weirdly enough being on two uppers and a downer, but it was nice. That was the problem though, it was just nice. I didn't end up sleeping that night, while my friend did, so I just continued to dick around on the internet from probably 5 am to 9 am when I left to go home. When I got home, I grabbed an adderall because I assumed it would stop the meth comedown, and it actually did, but now I have pretty bad heart burn. As I was driving home though, I was starting to feel nauseous, a bit of a headache, and felt a small urge to barf, but and I made it home in time to stop the come down.

Overall, I did have fun, it was an interesting, novel experience, but it doesn't place in my favorite drug experiences of all time, and I definitely don't intend on doing it again because I never plan on doing meth ever again. As much as I put it down in this, I could feel the raw addiction it could cause just by taking it once, and I seriously have a slight urge to get some more at some point, but I have the self control not to.

Exp Year: 2015ExpID: 105532
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 19 
Published: Aug 10, 2018Views: 995
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