Citation: Ickis. "It CAN Be Beautiful: An Experience with DPT (exp103884)". Erowid.org. Oct 31, 2019. erowid.org/exp/103884
||(powder / crystals)
This was an amazing experience. This compound is something to be respected and used responsibly; it CAN be beautiful, it CAN be life changing, it CAN be eye-opening.
I have experimented with DPT at low doses (20 mgs smoked and 50 mgs insufflated) and got exactly where I wanted (mild OEV and great CEV, along with a head change). I settled at approx. 100 mgs insufflated as to really understand what this compound was 'capable' of. GREAT IDEA ;)
START: I snorted the DPT at around 11:00pm
Effects start at around 11:25-11:30
I came up VERY quickly, I recall sitting on my couch and thinking 'damn I should hit it again' and suddenly I notice the pattern in my rug starting to separate. The graphic started to become 3D with the background sinking into the floor. I chuckle and lay down, popcorn ceiling looks RIDICULOUS! I laughed so hard, it was as though each little 'popcorn' particle began swimming in a synchronized pattern. POPCORN CEILING SYNCHRONIZED SWIMMING! I couldn't stop laughing at the idea. At that point I realized I was somewhere else, the popcorn ceiling was all that remained so I attempted to stand, still unsure if I had or not. I recognized the sounds from the television show that was on, but couldn't see it, although I didn't try to focus on it. This was becoming overwhelming so I tried to look at my phone to bring me out.
REALIZATION: I found myself snapping into my 'normal' world, checking my phone (being such a routine in the 'normal' world) allowed me to almost transport my consciousness back. After that I become comfortable vanishing again. I lied down and closed my eyes.
I saw myself there, not literally saw but became introspective. I pondered on mistakes made, regrets, life decisions, uncertainties and realized a lot about who I had become these past 21 years. It worried me, I was by no means content with myself. That turned to fear and loathing in a strange world on the couch of my living room. ;P Strange segments of space broke into hexagonal eyes, angry eyes blinking and turning very frantically, melting and molding into a face that was not frightening but changed frequently. I realized how I had acted in my life. Acting in front of friends and family, my boss, my classmates. I was only 'real' by myself. It rattled my core, but I am grateful for that experience.
As the negativity seemed to peak, it became unbearable. I re-visioned some horrible memories from my past, I felt fear that I was not ready for this experience. Then I saw this static sort of energy, no color to it, just the form. It looked as if a Pikachu was using a Thunderbolt attack in front of my face. (strange comparison sorry) As I focused on this image I realized it was the SOUND of my fan blowing. I loved how my senses were seemingly blending and felt the energy in the room change. The 'Cleansing Spirit' for lack of a better title, visited me in a mist, a white veil draped over my body and expanded through my mind. I could literally feel this being removing the doubt and discomfort. As it vanished I remember reaching for it (physically jerking into a sitting position from laying) and when I touched it a chill went through my whole body and the being stayed for a moment, comforting me into a HUGE grin.
The room began to appear in fractals and patterns, they turned over and blended into each other similar to taffy being stretched. I closed my eyes to see an explosion of colors and polygons I can not describe. I was fascinated with this, I felt them pinging with my brain and understood them without meaning it. I knew what they were without comprehending them. I was a paradox.
I felt my Spirit and found something to believe in, something I had struggled with since I was 16 years old.
END: I slowly slipped back into my 'normal' world. I felt rejuvenated and fresh, no harsh headache or bodyload, no gross feelings. Although my living room had reappeared I still saw the 'worms' wiggling about, the 3D effect in my rug and mild tracers. I checked my phone and it was 1:00am I had a hard time falling asleep, mostly from the excitement of this new experience and partially from the cramping and stiffness in my legs, I assume I had them tensed up through the journey. I had no desire to dose again and haven't felt an urge to use it again this week at all, although I will definitely get into the bag at a later date.
COPYRIGHTS: All reports are copyright Erowid and you agree not to download or analyze the report data without contacting Erowid Center and receiving permission first.
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the individual authors who submit them.
Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.