DOSE:

85 mg

oral

MDMA

BODY WEIGHT:

9 st

Saturday night and I'm bored, sitting in my bedroom. I picked up some MDMA crystals the other week, they are a cloudy colour, somewhere between translucent and white. They had ended up a little crush in the plastic bag as some books were left on top of them but that shouldn't matter.

Me and a friend were intending to try them together for the first time. Unfortunately this plan fell through and now I'm left with MDMA which I need to do something with. So, approximately 85MG (1.5mg/kg) of MDMA stirred into some strawberry flavoured water water went down the hatch at around 11:45PM. The water had a slightly sharp, bitter tinge to it from the crystals.

I was hoping to use my MDMA with friends as I understand that it is a highly social drug, but things tend not to go to plan for me, I would of gone out for the night to party but I very rarely drink or go to clubs/bars. Now, I'm sat here on the phone to a friend and playing a game on the computer, waiting to feel something. I'm feeling a little impatient and anxious; I have an idea what to expect but don't know specifically what's going to happen.

At around 00:00 I felt a slight change in perception; I was finding it hard to focus on one thing; I couldn't keep my eyes still as easily as usual. I'm not sure if this was a placebo effect or if I was coming up. at 00:05 any feelings of anxiety or impatience related to coming up had dissipated, I was playing a game to keep my mind of it.

I didn't feel anything after that.... for about an hour. At around 01:15AM I was feeling very, very chilled out and extremely happy. I was sitting in my chair and just felt like sitting there for hours and relaxing, then I got up and went for a quick walk and this sudden rush of energy seemed to come over my. I then could not stay still; I had to be standing up and walking around.

I looked in the mirror at around 2AM and my pupils seemed to have reacted to the MDMA. They were about twice as wide as they were before. Crazy! On the subject of MDMA affecting your body; this is really the only thing I noticed apart from a slight feeling of weightlessness. I was not experiencing any of the typical effects of MDMA such as changes of temperature, jaw clenching, etc.

I decided to listen to some music. My band of choice was Oasis - Music sounded absolutely amazing. Right now I am feeling very confident and alert.

I found myself staring at a wall for a few minutes, I was getting some very minor hallucinations, the walls appears to be warping, or breathing slightly. I found this quite mesmerizing!

I wish this would never end. I feel fucking amazing. Invincible.

I've not typed anything in a while, I've been listening to music and chilling out. It's now 2:45AM and I've got some cottonmouth. Not as bad as I used to get with cannabis though. I have now noticed the 'rolling' effect of MDMA, the high seems to peak, then drop off, over and over again. I'm not sure what happened to all of that time, two and a half hours seem to have absolutely flown by.

At 03:20AM the effects do not seem quite as profound as earlier, I still feel fantastic though. I'm very mellowed out. The cottonmouth has gotten a little worse but it's not really bothering me. I'm regulating my fluid intake very well.

At 03:30AM I got some major chills. These only lasted 30 seconds though. It was getting a little chilly anyway so I've put the heater on a bit.

4AM and I could now feel myself coming down slowly. Effects are definitely not as apparent, my back is aching a bit.

I decided to call it a night at around half 5 but was finding it hard to get to sleep, I was still feeling pretty good. I got up and went for a walk to McDonalds to try and tire myself out a little. The lady behind the counter stood looking at my eyes smiling. They were still rather dilated. I got back and still couldn't sleep. I think I finally managed to get to sleep at around 8:30AM.

My first experience with MDMA was fantastic. I was struggling to recognise the effects at first but they seemed to creep up on me. I wish I would never come down from. I will be trying MDMA again soon, but for now, time to give my brain a chance to replenish its serotonin levels.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 103361
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 21
Published: Dec 15, 2024	Views: Not Supported
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