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Beautiful to Terrifying
H.B. Woodrose, Alcohol & Cannabis
by wandering
Citation:   wandering. "Beautiful to Terrifying: An Experience with H.B. Woodrose, Alcohol & Cannabis (exp101824)". Erowid.org. Jun 16, 2020. erowid.org/exp/101824

 
DOSE:
  repeated smoked Cannabis
    oral Alcohol
  2 seeds oral H.B. Woodrose
  2 - 3 seeds oral H.B. Woodrose

BODY WEIGHT: 110 lb


I was chilling at a friends house that I didn't know too well when I did HBW. We drank a little and smoked some really good bud. He brought out the seeds and said they give you a really mild trip. I had never even heard of them or LSA at all for that matter. I've done LSD about five times and have had good and bad trips, but I felt like I had enough experience with psychedelics that I could handle these, and the fact that he said they won't do much made me not worry.

I ate two seeds when I was decently high. I started to feel really good and floaty so I ate either 2 or 3 more while smoking a little more, too. We went to lay down and I'm pretty sure he felt right asleep. My mind was running like crazy though and there was no way I was sleeping. We were listening to really pretty melodic dubstep and I just closed my eyes and started tripping pretty hard. I kept imaging what the music would look like and saw some beautiful landscapes and designs in my head. I didn't open my eyes to see if there were visuals cause everything I was seeing in my mind was so beautiful. It was also pitch dark in the room so I couldn't see much anyways. I had all these crazy euphoric thoughts about things like inner peace, and becoming one with yourself. I felt great and like I had finally found the answer on how to be truly happy all the time. Then I have no idea what happened, but everything went to shit.

Out of nowhere I got really anxious and overwhelmed
Out of nowhere I got really anxious and overwhelmed
and just wanted the music to stop. I went up to go to the bathroom and while I was standing in front of the sink I got SUPER dizzy and light headed. My vision went super blurry and then black. It kind of came back it was really hard to see anything. I felt like I was going to collapse. I also felt very nauseous but couldn't bring myself to throw up. I stumbled my way back into the bedroom and laid down. The rest of the night I tried to tell myself over and over again that I was fine. I kept trying to bring back the euphoric thoughts but it didn't work. Morning finally came and I wanted to go back to my own house but when I tried to get up and walk I felt the same intense dizziness and fell right back onto the bed.

I laid there until my friend picked me up to drive me home. The whole next day I felt extremely weak and kind of depressed. I'm not sure if my trip went bad because it was combined with weed and alcohol, or if I didn't ingest the seeds properly, but it was truly terrifying. The fact that I was with someone I hadn't known too well also made things worse because it was hard to find comfort in him. If I were to try these again I would definitely not mix them with any other substance, and I would try take them in different way as opposed to eating them.

Exp Year: 2013ExpID: 101824
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 19 
Published: Jun 16, 2020Views: 429
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