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This Controlled Insanity Is Absolutely Inviting to Me
2C-C & Methylone
Citation:   Jesus Is Christ. "This Controlled Insanity Is Absolutely Inviting to Me: An Experience with 2C-C & Methylone (exp97603)". Erowid.org. May 22, 2018. erowid.org/exp/97603

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DOSE:
  oral 2C-C
    oral Methylone
BODY WEIGHT: 250 lb
I do not find 2C-C psychedelic, I have never truly seen any visuals from 2C-C. Even with the methylone on board, I saw nothing great. I felt an entactogen effect, not a psychedelic one... Unless I've got too high of standards for this one... So I added bk-MDMA for some fun. I am on no other medications. No other drugs.

I do feel that this does help me feel closer to god. It is an entheogen as well. In that respect it is good. But it is light. No literal 'seeing God' like I do with salvia, but feeling his presence. Kinda boring. Feels like I'm about to break through to something, but I don't.
Feels like I'm about to break through to something, but I don't.
Like I am right on the verge of the realm. The verge of two worlds. It is like looking mentally at the gap from a bystanders point of view. Watching all the 'Trippers' or as I call the voyagers, walk on the air, all the while I am just watching. It is like two orbs close to each other, one orb is our world, one orb is the world of what I almost classify as Insanity... Controlled Insanity. This is something that must be explored if I am to continue on my way as a human being. I will soon be trying 2C-I tomorrow. Hopefully It will go better than this.

This controlled insanity, is absolutely inviting to me. As long as I know I can come back and be safe, why the hell not? Why can I not understand myself better? Why can't I learn the secrets of the universe. I know God made it, I cast out demons and evil spirits all the time. So is this bad? I think not... All things In moderation I say... Phlippians 4:5 'Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand.' As I see it moderation is key, NOT abstention.

So yes. I am a Believer in Christ. I believe He died on the Cross and was raised on the day of resurrection. Brought back to life again. He is the savior. The salvation. This is the basis of my whole life, and must be present in the submission to let the reader fully know where my beliefs stand. I am all for the NRA. I am all for legalizing Marijuana. I am also sensible. If I listen to you, I expect you to respect me and listen as well. By listening, I have been opened up to a world that has helped me grow and revive my faith. I pray this next day is another enlightening day. I pray blessings on all of those who read this.

These amounts are normal for me, I have high tolerance to most everything... Even alcohol. I double dosed accordingly. I guess it's about on track with what it should be. Kinda like it's saying:
'hello, I am a psychedelic, here's what I can do for you. Here are all the bright vibrant colors for you. Here are the bright vibrant reds, here are the pretty greens. They look like pastels. But no, no tracers, no patterns for you. Just the bright cheeryness for about an hour. Then you will notice me quickly disappear. It will only feel like 5 seconds though. I am sneaky like that.'


[Reported Dose Unclear: "50mg 2C-C 30mg 2C-C mg bk-MDMA"]

Exp Year: 2012ExpID: 97603
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: May 22, 2018Views: 88
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