DOSE:

Benzodiazepines

BODY WEIGHT:

180 lb

Just heard Evan Wright, author Generation Kill, speak about taking Zanax before job interview at Hustler Magazine in his new book, Generation Kill. Funny for me, I took valium and klonapin to get through job interviews, too, before I learned how to relax by getting outside myself and observing the pleasure of being under intense scutiny, a benefit of living, a privilege of being. Not that I am at ease when I don't use sedatives, but I develop a weird detachment from assigning myself a quiet place (attentive to what comes through my senses) within a reality that I need not fear because I am party to its existence and co-author of its outcomes. Hired or not.

Exp Year: 2009	ExpID: 78363
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: May 9, 2009	Views: 27,434
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Benzodiazepines (434), Pharms - Diazepam (115), Pharms - Clonazepam (125), Endogenous (86) : General (1), Not Applicable (38)