Finally Happy
MDMA
Citation: sezzra88. "Finally Happy: An Experience with MDMA (exp69957)". Erowid.org. Mar 11, 2021. erowid.org/exp/69957
DOSE: T+ 0:00 |
oral | Vitamin C | ||
T+ 0:00 | .5 tablets | oral | MDMA | (pill / tablet) |
T+ 1:10 | .5 tablets | oral | MDMA | (pill / tablet) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 180 lb |
Then I was assigned a research project on hallucinogens for a psychology class. I did extensive research on LSD, marijuana, shrooms, and ecstasy. I finally decided to try something else and through a friend I received one pill of ecstasy. I looked online and other pills like were tested to be pure.
On the last st. Patrick's day I took the pill this is my experience:
Prior to taking my dose I changed to the most comfortable clothes I could. I took a large amount of vitamin C and told my brother what I am doing.
6:20_told my mom I wanted the basement for some alone time. Took half the pill.
7:30_still nothing, took other half
8:00-9:00_kinda fall asleep. At 9 little brother wakes me up and I realize that its hitting. This is most obvious when I find a grand grin on my face for absolutely no reason. I look at my eyes and they are fully dialated. My brother decided to screw with me a bit and punched and slapped a bit. Normally I would immediately retaliate violently, however I did nothing. I felt that any sort of hostility would have no effect so I did nothing.
10:00_This is the highest point of my life. I AM HAPPY!! I see absolutely no reason not to be.
This is the highest point of my life. I AM HAPPY!! I see absolutely no reason not to be.
During the next two hours I switched between listening to music, raving with my personal strobe light, and rubbing my arms together. I thought about my experience with people, who I am as a person, and the unifying reason why I am normally not a happy person. I realized that I am afraid of getting close to anyone, and often choose hostility instead of being nice.
12:30_ I had come down quite a bit and finally felt tired enough to fall asleep.
That night changed my life not only for me for for the other people around me. They noticed that I smile more. I have continued to feel happy for several days after.
I smile more. I have continued to feel happy for several days after.
Exp Year: 2008 | ExpID: 69957 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Mar 11, 2021 | Views: 654 |
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MDMA (3) : First Times (2), Glowing Experiences (4), Depression (15), Hangover / Days After (46), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Alone (16) |
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