The author has been experimenting with a variety of drugs for a number of years.
+00:00 hrs 160 mg bk-MBDB (rectal)
+02.30 hrs 200 mg (rectal)
+03:30 hrs 300 mg (rectal)
+04:30 hrs 240 mg (rectal)
+16:00 hrs 4mg alprazolam, 3g kava (gel caps)
5.30 PM. I took 160 mg of bk-MBDB rectally in a gel cap. After 10 or so minutes I felt quite excited.
5: 40 I went for a walk onto the beach near where I live. It was pleasant to look at the seascapes. I felt than usually benign towards my fellow people. On the beach, old guys were playing with paper kites. I'd taken my camera and took a lot of photos -- anything that appealed. I wanted to get the look the place in my photos (that thought seemed very significant).
6:00 Felt the effects more strongly. I was certainly euphoric and somewhat on edge. In my mind, although I had had a somewhat trying day, I could see my problems form a distance.
6:30 Still walking, in the park, I realized that the effects were wearing... an hour or so.
7:00 Got home and took another 200 mg. The effects were highly pleasurable. I watched some video clips and other things on my PC.
8:00 Re-dose at 340 mg. Still excellent, hedonistic effects.
10:00 Further re-dose of 260 mg. Even this dose was a highly effective. Afterwards I had no desire to redose, although I couldn't resist this one. Somehow with this drug, after dosing a few times, I reach a very satisfying stop -- an incessant sort of stimulant pleasure. (Its darker side is shown in hints of paranoia and a tendency to start think about trivial remarks as having too much significance. Over regular use would be negative.)
11:30 AM Finally got two hours sleep with aid of xanax and kava capsules. Fitfully slept for about 4 hours and awoke feeling uncoordinated but not too negative.
I thoroughly enjoyed the experience.
Aftermath:
I would hesitate to do this again for a while. Felt very tired and rained for two or three days. The total dose was too high.
