When I told a friend I was having problems with excessive marijuana smoking, he told me that acacia would solve the problem. Later that same day, another friend showed up at my house and I asked him if he'd heard of acacia. He said, 'I have some on me!' A fine synchronicity indeed.
Before I indulged I felt that something big was in store. My heart began pounding and I had a thought that this trip would be about connecting my solar plexus chakra (seat of will power) and my heart chakra (seat of love).
I inhaled two big tokes. An intense sensation of buzzing sound and organic/geometric patterns and colors appeared. The energy was intense and I got a message to surrender to it. Many more messages came through next.
I realized that in many ways a weak will has caused intellectual and energetic stagnation in my life for the past few years. Too much pot smoking certaintly doesn't help with motivation! I realized that an intestinal condition I've had for the past 3 years was directly connected to this stagnation and the pain there released itself!
I felt heat & energy in my solar plexus and as this chakra opened I could feel that this is where I have been blocked. I received the message that I can bring my excess mental energy DOWN to my heart & my excess sexual energy UP to it.
Another message: the only thing I need to concern myself with is to radiate from this heart center & live in the moment, as everything else will blossom from that. I have recently made big changes in my life (quit corporate job & am freelancing from a forest cabin) and though it was a rough transition, I am now very happy and in awe of how cool my life has become. Radiating from the heart will not be difficult.
I decided to meditate & focus on the color green, which is the color for the heart chakra. I then saw two infinity symbols radiating from my heart, in the shape of a 4-leaf clover. I am mostly Irish by heritage and have been identifying with this symbol lately. It's my avatar on online messageboards! I have also been reaching out to my ancestors in meditation. I realized this symbol is ancient and powerful as it can help me remember my heart!
This also happened the day after St. Patrick's Day...
