I've been gettin really bored lately since i can't find any of the common drugs around my area. I realized, hey my parents have all kinds of drugs around here. I looked through the cabinent and found some zoloft. It had warning labels for drowziness and that you shouldn't drive while using so I thought hey its gotta do somim. I took it alone. I was watchin up in smoke in my basement and took the 3 pills at about 6 o'clock. I decided on 3 because the perscription was for 1 a day so I didn't want to go too far. Now I havn't really done much besides weed and a few other perscription drugs so I my comparisons may be a bit off.
At about 7 o'clock I started feelin really tired and started yawning alot, it was odd because every time I yawned I felt like I had to cry then my jaw would tremble like I was really cold. This was all that happened till about 10:00 when I started feelin kinda dizzy. Nottin much else happened for a bit so I decided to just go to bed early at 11:00. When I laid down in bed I found that I was wide awake all of a sudden, but I was still yawning like crazy with that odd urge to cry. I tried reading but I couldn't focus on the page. I just sorta laid there for bout an hour thinkin bout stuff.
At bout midnight I was startin to get restless. I would just convulse for no reason and I had to keep rolling around. Then at about 12:30 I started feelin really odd. I was gettin really bored but I didn't want to do anything. I did have the urge to talk to someone though but no one was up. As I laid in bed and stared at my ceiling I noticed that there where all these black lines forming on it. It as really weird and I couldn't stare at it or it hurt my eyes. I turned my light on then started gettin really mad at it for some reason so I turned it off. Then I noticed an out of place shadow on my ceiling and I got really mad at that too, I almost yelled at it then I remembered everyone is asleep lol.
All this stuff went on till about 3:00 when I decided it was time to try and get some sleep. It was an odd sleep. I would sleep for bout an hour then wake up and fall asleep again. When I got up the next mornin I figured it was over, then that yawning stuff started. I got up bout 9:00 and I was just really relaxed. I didn't seem to be bugged by anything all day. I played warcraft(a computer game) for a bit and noticed I didn't get mad at it when I lost like I usually do. I had trouble focusing though so I just sat on the couch and chilled all day. That night I was wide awake again and I had to force myself to get some sleep. Well its now the third day and I guess its waring off now although I still feel pretty relaxed. This is somim that I'll probly try again, although I'll do with a freind since I got that really bad urge to talk to someone.
