Ok I’m about to describe my first and only bad trip. It happened on xmas
when I got ahold of 2 hits of LSD, I’m used to tripping alone so I didn't
care if none of my friends could get out of their home on xmas, I could
handle this easily....I thought.
At 7:45 pm I decide to swallow the 2 hits, then proceeded to smoke some pot
and just generally chill out.
T+ 1:30 The trip isn't getting very strong so I decide to smoke some more
weed, the acid is finally coming up. Some nice red trailers, colors being
brighter etc. I was thinking this wasn't the best cid I ever had though, no
real intensity, some slight jolts down the spine.
T+2:15 10 pm, I am high, no doubt, but out of nowhere, I start getting
sleepy! This was really weird to me, how can you be sleepy on acid, anyway,
I crushed 3 Ritalins and snorted them, thinking it would just wake me up,
but that wasn't anything near the truth.
T+ 3:00 Visuals got stronger, I was happy, gigglin alone while watching the simpsons. Looked promising.
T+3:30 My parents get home early from their xmas party! I am very annoyed by this for a few minutes then didn't mind it anymore, I got very paranoid they would notice I was seriously looking higher than anything pot could have done. They went to bed, but that's when the bad trip started.
T+4:00 Visuals getting crazy, at this point, my memories are getting hazy, I remember walking around the house, not quite knowing what to do, sometimes staring blankly, I started feeling weird inside my head an body.
T+7:00 My condition deteriorated, visuals faded away to be replaced by a
general feeling of sickness and depression, I smoked some more pot, thinking it would alleviate the way I felt, but to no avail, I started feeling panicky, I got scared of my cat for no reason, thinking it looked at me with contempt. The paranoia was getting out of hand, I didn't know for sure if I was breathing correctly, I felt like my heart would stop, I had a very bad pressure below my left foot and inside my right hand.
T+9:00 I had enough, I swallowed 100 mg of trazodone with some cereal and
went to bed, my pupils got back to normal real quick and I rapidly fell into sleep.
I woke up at 11 am feeling weird still, smoking some pot made the bad
feeling come back a little, but it went away later in the day. This story
really confuses me, was it the ritalin ? was it because my parents got home
earlier than supposed ? was the paranoia caused by the mixture of ritalin
and lsd? the only other time I was paranoid on acid was my second trip with it, and in no way was it THAT bad. I feel a bit depressed since, and generally tired, seems like this experience really wore me off. Might I recommend not mixing these 2 substances.
