| DOSE: T+ 0:00 |
1 tablet |
oral |
MDMA
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(pill / tablet) |
| T+ 2:30 |
1 tablet |
oral |
MDMA
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(pill / tablet) |
| T+ 9:30 |
3 shots |
oral |
Alcohol - Hard
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(liquid) |
I consider myself fairly experienced with drugs. I am a daily marijuana smoker, and I have considerable experience with alcohol, tobacco, magic mushrooms, MDMA, and DXM. I was given 2 pills which I was told were pure MDMA...which was not the case at all. After reading reports at Pill Reports, and talking to others, I have found that these pills were mostly 5-MeO-DiPT, with either a trace amount of MDA or MDMA. Unfortunately I was not aware of the presence of 5-MeO-DiPT at the time of ingestion. Before I go into detail of my experience, I would like to STRONGLY recommend everyone does their research before popping pills. A test kit is cheap and easy, and websites such as Pill Reports (www.pillreports.com) have lots of good information. Now, the experience:
7:30pm - I ingested the first pill and felt a slight coming up after about 30-45 minutes.
8:30pm - I was feeling a good body high, colors and sound seemed enhanced, and my emotions seemed to be at a heightened state. The effects seemed similar to a low dose of MDMA.
10:00pm - Still feeling good, I listened to some trance music and fired up the visualizations on Winamp. Definitely the best part of the night...I felt as if I was 'at one' with the music. I had a strong overwhelming sense that trance music was made for those on ecstasy. Although I was rolling, I decided to enhance my experience by taking the other pill at this point. This was my mistake.
12:00am - Between 10 and 12 I still felt a good 'rolling' feeling. At approximately 12 I was overcome by a desire to move around. I was moving in warp speed: my speech, walking pace, and thought process were all extremely accelerated. I decided to go on a walk by myself, which in retrospect was VERY foolish if I had passed out, but I was on my cell phone with a friend throughout the duration of it. My muscles were all very tense, and I felt sick to my stomach. I was also EXTREMELY hot and I could not stop drinking water. My pupils were extremely dilated, and everything around me seemed ‘surreal’ I felt as if I was in some strange void, and this is when the panic started to set in.
12:45am - I was in my own personal hell inside of my mind. The only thing which existed inside of me was fear. I had convinced myself at this point in time that I was going to die, and I thought about my funeral and how my family would feel after I was gone for a very long time. Talking to others helped, but I spent most of this time walking around outside at a very fast pace.
3:00am - Between 12 and 3 everything was the same -- I was consumed by fear, but now I was thinking that I would pull through, and I could tell that I was beginning to come down. I returned to my room, but I was no where near sleeping. I talked to friends online, and this helped keep my mind distracted from the fear which was still there, but not as prevalent.
5:00am - I was still feeling the effects rather strongly. The fear seemed to come in waves now, but it was more present than absent. At this point I decided to drink some alcohol to lower my inhibitions, so on an empty stomach I quickly downed between 3 and 4 shots (this made me feel very sick). I then proceeded to take a warm shower, which in combination with the alcohol seemed to help immensely.
8:30am - Between 5 and 8:30 I was wide awake, but not feeling the effects as strongly anymore. I watched TV in my bed; eyes wide open for the entire time, until I was finally able to fall asleep at 8:30am. I awoke at 1:30 feeling horrible. I felt hung-over (possibly from the hard alcohol on an empty stomach?), and the come-down from the 5-MeO-DiPT seems to be fairly harsh. It is almost 24 hours since I took the first pill, and I still feel pretty bad. Earlier in the day I had a slight twitch, and I have had the shivers on occasion throughout the day.
This is a STRONG chemical that I knew little about before getting into it. It can be EXTREMELY intense. In retrospect, it was one wild trip that I hope to never have to experience again!
I'm glad I drank the alchohol, and I believe it would have helped me earlier, but I did not want to induce any side-effects mostly related to dehydration and the presence of MDMA in my system. If you find yourself freaking out on DiPT, just hang in there -- it's a long ride but it will end eventually!
