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Still Scared Deep Down That My Brain Is Fried
Cannabis
by jay
Citation:   jay. "Still Scared Deep Down That My Brain Is Fried: An Experience with Cannabis (exp62144)". Erowid.org. Nov 20, 2017. erowid.org/exp/62144

 
DOSE:
0.5 joints/cigs smoked Cannabis
BODY WEIGHT: 70 kg
[Erowid Note: Some authors report suspicions that their cannabis has been 'laced' (adulterated), in some cases, presumably with PCP. While this is possible, readers should be aware that idiosyncratic response to the effects of cannabis (usually higher doses) can lead some users to presume their cannabis has been 'laced'. There is no way to know if the cannabis in the report below was adulterated or not. Reports of plant material and cannabis laced with powerful synthetic cannabinoids and other psychoactive substances became more common starting in 2007.]
I had just finished work on easter sunday and all the boys were texting me up telling me to come and get on the sessions (smoke weed). I was a little reluctant but since its the school holidays and I havnt done on a bit I thought why not.

I got to my mates house and everyone was stoned except me, they said someone had gone out to get another score. I waited for the guy to come back with this score. When he came back he rolled a joint and he had a couple of puffs and 3 others including me started at it. I ended up with it for most of the time, everything is not too clear after that. I started to feel realy realy stoned. It reminded me of one time I got stoned and had a paranoia attack but it wore off after about 7 hours and I didn’t want to try weed again after that. I knew that I was in for a crazy trip, so I just got my sleeping bag from my car and put it on the floor of my mates room and huddled up in it taking it and remembering what had happened last time and saying to myself I'll be ok az long az I stay here and hopefully I'll go to sleep. I got up and had a shower not even realizing I had done so. And also walked into the kitchen in my boxers and got some water in front of everyone at the party. I started to freak out thinking I had no control of my body, that I was just a soul watching it. I had to calm myself down so many times. I was getting hot and cold shimmers in me sleeping bag and eventually I slept for about 3 hours.

I got up thinking I was sober enough to go socialize at the party, I did so seeming a bit more sober and then we all went to bed. I woke up with a smile on my face thinking “yes its over” but not at all I soon realized that I was still wasted without knowing firstly. That totally freaked me out, so I told all my mates about it and they were just like “your not use to buds”.
I told all my mates about it and they were just like “your not use to buds”.
I went to mcd’s for breakfast hoping to sober up but while I was eating I started to freak out wondering what was wrong with me. I went strait home and tried to sleep but I couldn’t it was too trippy. I got a text to go out wakeboarding. I thort the water mite sober me up. I was more positive with my mates and felt happier but still scared deep down that my brain is fried coz I keep forgetting everything I was did every 5 mins. Once I got home the whole day seemed like a dream.

I watched T. V till my eyes hurt and I went to sleep, my sleep was horrible. I was tripping out left right and centre and having the scariest dreams, one that I can remember was I went into a comer and couldn’t move or talk. I woke up screaming. It was all surreal.

Its now the 2nd day feeling fucked up like this. My mum got home and said I was sleep talking and they got a fright when I woke up screaming, I don’t want them to suspect anything.

Today I've pretty much studied pcp on the net and I'm 99% sure that’s what I was laced with. I'm still scared because of how dangerous this drug is and how it fucks with your mind, I just want to be back to normal. I'm considering telling my olds I have been laced with pcp so I can get a detox to get this fucked up feeling away asap. I am not a drug user ok I've done weed about 15 times in my life but never again, I'm even put off alcohol I just want to appreciate the feeling of being sober.

Exp Year: 2007ExpID: 62144
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 17
Published: Nov 20, 2017Views: 1,462
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